who else has gone through this?
i won’t even lie,
i’ve had those moments before.
they are the worst,
especially when you walk in a room and everyone stares at you.
i use to hate being late for class.
as soon as you walk in,
like excuse me?
can i have my face back?
omg remember when we had to read something out loud?
worst: walk up to the front of the class and do a presentation?
i think i’ve had them the most when i was feeling my most self-absorbed.
i often wondered what makes us jump to these conclusions?
we don’t even know what they are laughing at,
but we assume they are laughing at us.
well i know some people are assholes.
we start mentally picking ourselves apart until there is nothing left.
i started to wonder about assuming the worst when it comes to “us”.
people are not always going to nice.
some maybe intimidated by your presence.
others may be ruthless and malicious.
why does it happen to the best of us?
is it natural?
or are we really just insecure as hell?
i had to ask…
Why do we care so much?
lowkey: i always admired people who gave no fucks what other people thought.
i always wondered what got them to that point?