i’ve become way too nice
i tried to follow the rules out of insecurity,
colored between the lines to avoid conflict,
and look what its gotten me?
now don’t get me wrong,
i’m not a doormat,
i definitely speak up when some violates.
i’m not as strong as i need to be.
i can admit that i became needy and emotional.
i’m too nice to work wolf.
he has gotten use to that and takes advantage.
he has done some real disrespectful shit as of late.
suddenly he is lying and trying to turn situations on me.
i’m starting to see how “one sided” our situation is.
he has said he fucks up relationships with people who do him good.
he is slowly doing it to me and i’m getting turned off heavy.
mi has been giving me an attitude with her ungrateful ass.
she tried to flip on me because i was making noise in the kitchen.
granted she was asleep,
but did i really need all that rah rah?
what ever happened to being respectful?
i had to remind her how loud she is with her music,
how she leaves her weave hair everywhere,
or how she uses all the toilet paper and not refill it.
she still tried to go at it with me.
i’m not speaking to her,
but she will do her usual.
clean up the crib and use that as her “sorry”.
like with everything else,
i tried to show i was a good worker.
i went above and beyond.
look what happens an entry down.
they pretty much showed me how much they use me.
its funny tho.
have you noticed in life the slackers get treated great,
but once you try to be nice/put in the axtra effort,
they take complete advantage of you?
i don’t know what to do anymore.
its not in my character to me nasty,
but maybe i need to try to be?
i think i need to bring the “he-bitch” out again.
i tried this “nice” thing,
but its definitely backed fired in my face.
i want to show a different side to:
days like this,
i really miss star fox.