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The Divine Push

   Published Date: May 15, 2012  7 Comments on The Divine Push

It has been an absolutely tough day since I wrote the last entry.
I ended up just going through my phone and asking for help….

I realize some of these people taking up space in my life have got to go.
I also realize that some people I never thought were there, are.

I have to thank each and every one of you who left comments.
It helped to step away and read the positive words and emails.
I even picked up the Bible and read the book of Job.
Very insightful for those who never checked it out.

I did cry for a little while,
but then I did something I never did in a crisis.
I breathed.
I had to raise my faith with a quick prayer and somewhere inside me,
I felt everything was going to be okay.
I don’t know if that is going crazy or what LOL
But, I got over it and listened to some gospel music.
(Marvin Sapp and Kirk Franklin’s Hello Fear are exceptional)
Jay-Z and J Cole got some play as well.
I will make a Fox play list and share with you guys later this week!

I don’t know how the story will end up,
but I will make sure I don’t break.

It’s best I just keep my mind occupied on writing as this works itself out.

Night.

For his anger endures but a moment;
in his favor is life: weeping may endure for a night,
but joy comes in the morning.
-Psalms 30:5

7 thoughts on “The Divine Push”

  3. Jamari never forget you have a whole fox hole to support you in times of need. we may not be there in person but we are all here. some of us you have known for years and we are always thererain or shine. to quote a famous closet wolf Kirk Franklin (I smile, even though I hurt see I smile,I know God is working so I smile,Even though I’ve been here for a while I smile, smile..It’s so hard to look up when you’ve been down.Sure would hate to see you give up now.You look so much better when you smile, so smile)

  4. Don’t include the bible on a sex site and throw in j Cole and jay z what sorta nonsense is that?

  5. All Smiles…. Im Happy That Youre Cheering up! Things WILL get better… Just you wait and see!

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