I had to ask myself this weekend if I’m a fake azz fuckin’ bitch.

there are some people who have blamed me for things but little did they know:

They did something to me but instead of addressing it,
I kept my mouth shut to “keep the peace”.

i learned “keeping the peace” as a survival mechanism.
i peeped how they moved and i learned to adjust accordingly.
some people i distanced myself from; others i learned i can’t tell them certain things.
honestly:

That is how I lost my last job.

my last boss threw me under the bus for something i didn’t do,
so i bowled their ass under there for the same thing they did to me.
the look of shock on their face in-front of their boss brought me so much joy tbh.
i was sick of her shit.

But in all of my disappointment with other people,
I never did what Doja Cat did when she met one of her fans.

this right here…

people fake it until they make it all the time.
that is what i was told about corporate america.

“Play the game to win!”

…while i watched all of those people who played get fired or laid off.
all that kissing ass,
throwing employees under the bus,
and suckin’ dick after hours for nothing.
how embarrassing!

when i heard the minnesota assassin hyena,
vance luther boelter,
worked for tim walz,
i cringed at the connection because i just knew.
they all started fonting he was a “dem gone rogue“.
i had a feeling that was all bs as we live in the timeline of:

“Fiction before facts”

the sky is actually purple,
pigs can fly,
and j.lo is a classically trained sanger.
in reality…

Yikes.
I do NOT like this picture of Angelica Ross.
I’ve seen her do better.

in all of the years i fonted with The Foxhole,
i’ve never put up any pictures of work wolf and me.
hell:

The NFL Baller Wolf and me.

can i just font i’m so proud of myself for bagging that big wolf?
one: boundaries.
two: my desire to show evidence about (past) penis i was into is really low.
angelica ross is “one of those”.
the type who can’t hold water to save their own life.
i think it stems from trauma of not being seen.
believe it or not,
but many trans vixens and gays suffer from the same trauma.
so now,
she wants us to see her even at the expense of others.

She is also crazy AF but that’s a whole other story.

she put up this picture of michael b jordan but the way she captioned it…

Disembodied (adj): separated from or existing without the body.

watching “queer” last night,
i realized i was the main character with a twist.
i never financially paid for another male but i did pay emotionally.
lee (played by daniel craig) had me in my feelings at 12 am.

at first,
i thought the movie was weird but as i watched,
i started to fully understand the story…

It’s interesting to me how we all have a story of an adult being inappropriate with us.

over the weekend,
my straight wolf was telling me about a teaching jackal from his old school.
this teacher was recently caught up preying on young vixens at the school.

“He would go over to these girls and demand a hug.
When they’d give him a hug,
he’d ask them if they were being good girls all while his hand was on their asses.
Wild shit bro.”

i stopped in my tracks and was like,
wait,
does this mean i was a victim of sexual assault too?…

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as millennials start aging,
we are gonna start seeing:

All the daddies start becoming legit daddies.

single daddies,
at that.
if he’s fine,
prepare for vixens to plotting to get bred.
fine baby daddy = pretty kid and baby daddy dick when needed.
i asked myself:

“How much kids is too much kids?”

2×2 baby mamas is pushing it for me.
3×3 baby mamas = heavily in the not interested.
all those baby mamas means:

How will he afford to do anything with me?

duke dennis is one of the attractive black streamers.

even tho he is cosplaying to look like future heavy,
he is “the sexy one” within the black streaming community.
that is until it was revealed he has 8 children…