many people don’t realize drug and alcohol abuse is a band-aid.
it’s often used as a cover for depression or other mental health issues.
i always question when someone can’t function without getting high or drunk.
there is always “something” behind it all.
sometimes,
folks use it to help quiet the sounds of the sexuality that their questioning.
andrew gillum,
the former shamed mayor of tallahassee,
had a lot to admit in a recent video he uploaded on his instagram.
we talked about his past alleged antics ( x here ).
well he had an 11:11 minute update for us…

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so i want to apologize to the foxhole.
this might be my fault opening my big fingers tho.
when i get excited about something big for the foxhole,
i want the forests to know.
so this is in regards to kevin portillo…

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…just getting home,
that’s where.
foxhole,
i’ve been working some long ass hours these last 2 days.
ima have to turn into bed in a few because i’m tired af,
but i just wanted to font…

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if you look closely,
you’ll always find a lesson in something.
these days,
my job teaches me so much of not WHAT to do.
they love to drive folks crazy putting out fires that ain’t even happen yet.
i’m learning what it means to be uptight and high-strung.
i’ve noticed my mood has been all outta wack because of my frustration.
it has made me become pessimistic and angry all the fuckin’ time.
they remind me of how “putting out potential fires” my late mother was.
my mother was notorious for worrying about shit that ain’t happen.
i worked really hard to get outta that mentality and my boss is like that.

I don’t fuck with that at all

i’m on this new path to being more laid back and chill about shit.
so i caught myself being nervous and putting out a fire about bugs…

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when you make plans; God laughs.
i’m sure he got a hearty chuckle over monday’s antics.
so as you know,
a fox may have had food poisoning.
it felt like it,
tbh.
an update on how i’m feeling tho…

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so remember trans vixen,
muhlaysia booker,
who was beaten so savagely in the streets?
( x see the entry here )
well,
the story for her didn’t end well.
a foxholer sent me the update via “fox 4“…
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