He Wants To Fuck Me With A Double Ended Dildo (Ugh)

Bzzz.
Bzzz. Bzzz.
Oh God, it is going off again.

Sigh.
In this “trap” again.
Why did he have to be nice to me?
Why did he have to look into my eyes that way?
Why did he have to touch me the way he does?
Why is he going to make me spend days, weeks, and months obsessing over him?
Why are we going to play this game so he could be comfortable?

Nope this isn’t you this time.
This is someone who has now put YOU on the pedestal.

How does it feel when the tables turn?

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FUCK! FUCK! SHIT! FUCK! SHIT!

SMFH.

My world has a series of ups and downs.
I should have a damn reality show with all this fuckery going on,
One minute, I am up and then the next,
I am somewhere on the ground floor wandering around in the lobby.
Sometimes I want to tell Satan, “Oh ok very funny! What’s next?”

… and then I realize he ain’t joking.
He is very intent on making my life hell.
Or, is it me?
Am I the cause of my own problems and I just don’t realize it?
I started to wonder: