i’m exhausted for whatever reason.
well,
i know the reason.
these last two weeks at work have been high priority drama.
it’s been extra busy for absolutely no reason.
for such a small office setting…

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foxhole,
i wanted to font about some stuff today,
but i literally have no energy to do anything.
so i didn’t realize how sick i actually was.
it’s weird…

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“hey jamari.
i know you’ve been here for a week.
you’ve done a pretty good job doing all of the basic tasks we asked for.
you’ve taken initiative to make sure the office is fully stocked and cleaned.
how are you feeling about this position?
is it something you’d be interested in?…”

in a perfect wonderland,
my current supervisor would run that paragraph by me.
nope.
i sat and watched all the interviews from my head huntress come in.
not only that…

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i left early today.
1pm-ish.
i definitely wasn’t feeling good…

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there comes a time when everyone goes through a “worn out” period.
a lot of shit starts happening that can bring your energy down.
you start feeling like you don’t have the will to do anything.
sure,
some sex could release it.
maybe even a vacation or drugs.
those are all temporary fixes to a much bigger problem.
the problem being you.
so before i start,
i want to apologize to you…
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it has been “hell week” for me.
like…
between my home and work,
i have no peace.
work tho…
Continue reading “Work Sucks (What’s New?)” →