i broke ( x my path ).
i ended up…
and exploded all over myself earlier.
i feel so disappointed with myself foxhole.
i was really trying hard to focus.
i will say i was so spiritually connected tho.
i’m going to try again starting tomorrow for monday.
well shit i’m trying not too!
so i nearly came home and jacked off a few rounds.
i was so horny today.
it has officially started.
it doesn’t help i’m listening to the “50 shades of grey” soundtrack either.
so as you know,
i’ve refrained from ( x getting myself off ).
well it was all good up until now.
i wasn’t horny at all before today.
i thought i lost my sex drive on the way to work.
you know i was about to start weeping.
i was doing some more research and read up on interesting things…
(this entry is def 18^ and nsfw)
rumor has it,
when a baller wolf has a big game,
the coach stresses that he doesn’t have sex.
as i know that is… hard for some,
all that pent up energy helps them focus on the task ahead.
so if your baller wolf doesn’t want to beat up your guts during the season,
you know the reason why.
it also explains why they end up having all these random cubs.
all that sperm and turkey basters…
i get it now.
well in hearing that,
ive decided something starting tomorrow…
(as you can tell this will be a 18^ and nsfw entry)
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I HAVE STOPPED JACKING OFF…
yup, you read right.
jamari fox hasn’t choked his chicken, manhandled his meat, or dribbled his basketballs in 2 days.
an accomplishment if i do say so myself.
i’m trying something new.
something that has me feeling like a hungry werewolf locked up in a cage.
i have this new found energy that has me on a total high.
in this lifestyle,
we are either gigantic hoes or big time meat beaters.
some of us don’t want to have 20 dicks in and out of us,
so we wake up and look at about 20 dicks going in and out of someone else.
but if too much sex with random strangers is bad for us,
is too much jacking off worst?
some of us get caught up in fucking ourselves,
that we dismiss trying to get fucked/fuck someone else.
do we become addicted to that safe feeling that we forget to get someone to touch us?
i started to wonder…