frustrated.
absolutely frustrated.
i had to escape to the bathroom to talk to god real quick.
it went something like this…
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“cum fuck me feels with the cross on them”.
i guess anything to feel righteous while on your knees.
so last night,
i woke up out my sleep at 430am.
when that happens,
its usually because i have a lot on my mind.
the first thing i do is get on my knees to pray.
well i wanted someone to pray with me.
since everyone i knew was probably sleep,
or just turning over,
i decided to try something a little different…
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bags are packed.
checklist is pretty much checked off.
my anxiety is on full throttle.
I’m about to leave to the airport,
but i had to write this before i left.
i’m pretty excited about where I’m about to go.
don’t think you all won’t be joining me at that place.
i wanted to do pray before i left.
now i know some people might be screw face,
but i’m already screw facing you.
anyway lets get to this prayer real quick…

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I thought about something today.
What would Jamari be without “thinking“, huh?

I was laying in my bed this morning,
after making a muthafucka of an omelet I might add,
and I was thinking about losing it all….

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