everyone makes it seem so easy to meet a wolf.
its real interesting.
they make it seem like something is wrong with you if you can’t.
or aren’t.
shiiiiiiiit something is probably wrong with me…
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i was wrong.
i was in a funk.
i wrote something earlier that i had to really think about fully.
choosing to die?
 not staying and fighting?
have i come to this?
that is not the “jamari fox” way.
some of my greatest victories are because i fought.
it wasn’t because i gave up.
i don’t give up.
i don’t run away.
i confront things head on.
no amount of funk should ever make me even think that thought.
as i sat at the park today,
admiring all the beauty and life around me,
i came to this point tonight…
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yesterday i was in sort of a funk.
i pretty much slept my brains out.
i needed a break after the week,
hell summer,
i’ve had.
at about 2am,
i watched a movie on netflix last night i’ve been wanting to watch.
it was called “if i stay”.
the previews made the plot look interesting.
i won’t give too much away,
but basically…
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“how does an emotional fox take the emotions of out something?”

that has been my thought process as yesterday.
i looked in the mirror and realized i’m so far off the beaten path,
i am somewhere in a darker forest than i originally thought.
that is what made me start looking again…
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i was so tired earlier.
i fell asleep and woke up like it was a week day.

“FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”

…and then i looked at my phone.
before i fell asleep tho,
i was thinking about this whole “work work” saga.
when i awoke,
i read the latest comments.
i have some “2am” thoughts…
Continue reading “Cake Tastes Better When You Make It From Scratch” →

i heard ^that quote the other day while watching “girlfriends” at work.
i was bored and finished all my work…
it was the only series in full on youtube…
#dontjudgeme
anyway the quote inspired me to write this…
Continue reading ““Work With Whats Working”” →