it has been a quiet couple of days from the last entry.
no music.
no energy.
just me.
i have been out if it.
i didn’t feel depressed tho.
maybe shock?
my mind has been a total blank.
i looked at my laptop,
wanted to open it,
but had nothing to say.
it was like i had to deliver a speech and forgot all the words.
i’ve actually had a lot of things to write about,
foxmails to answer,
and cute wolves for review…
well that was before i was called in the office again friday.
yes the fuck shit for jamari fox continues…
Continue reading “SPRING FORWARD (blank)” →

this is one of the reasons work can be so annoying.
there is always someone fine lurking in the shadows.
he could work in finance,
hr,
the person who fixes broken shit,
or your supervisor.
there is always someone fine at your job you would smash in a heartbeat.
you know i know.
well a fox sent me in a submission from his job and well…

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i got my first official write up today.
woohoo!
no woohoo?
oh the reason,
you ask?…
Continue reading “The Write Up Un-Heard Around the Office” →

so I’ve got good news and bad news.
I’ll start with the bad news first…
Continue reading “HONEY (I’m late)” →

waking up,
my phone has over 50 texts.
a larger amount of missed phone calls.
its from various designers,
clients,
celebs,
and baller wolves.
everyone wants something from me.
i’m happy to give it to them.
my days are spent:

traveling
styling
writing
 smiling

i am behind the scenes of almost every event.
i’ve casted models for every music video.
the books ive written are best sellers.
i secretly work along side big names.
i’m the best kept secret in hollywood.
they call on me personally for assistance with their issues.
i’m a therapist,
a fixer,
and a life line all rolled into one.
i have no complaints.
i wanted this.
i wanted to be “independent”.
no more dealing with a dictator and army that followed.
its just me and my own rules.
that is happiness to me…
Continue reading “Is This Happiness?” →

they say in the bible:

“to much is given,
much is tested…”

well i think thats in the bible.
either way i had a thought tonight while i lay on the couch.
the thought was has anyone gotten to where they needed to be,
 into the relationship of their dreams,
or even just lived an overall better life,
by just being tested to all extremes?
i had to wonder…

Do we really achieve greatness after great tests?

Continue reading “Life Ain’t Sweet Without Being Tested” →