dating is hard. getting to know someone is hard.
it’s all hard.
you meet someone you’re interested in,
you talkfor hours, fuckfor hours,
and then they just up and dip on you.
they could text you to ask if they can come through,
but they can’t use those same words to let you know they need a minute.
they can fuck a stranger they met raw,
but be scared to let you know they aren’t interested.
it’s really disrespectful,
but after watching “insecure” i had to wonder…
Are many people out here dating with severe mental health issues?
watching last night’s episode of “insecure: lowkey trying” was triggering for me.
i didn’t to watch it last night because i was up til 7am, sunday morning, playing video games with my gaming friends.
so i was tired afand went to bed early last night.
i know this morning i was gonna watch it as soon as i got up.
i ended up crying because i been in issa’s position before and it really fuckin’ sucked… (light spoilers ahead)
sometimes two people are not ready for each other.
it could be romantically or even platonic,
but i believe a good separation is often required for a future connection. as humans, we don’t appreciate things until they leave and want nothing to do with us.
don’t get me wrong,
some people are just not good for you. i’m not talking about those jackals and hyenas.
Issa and Lawrence from “Insecure” are a pretty good representation of this.
besides star fox, i had another friend that i thought would have been in my life for a long time.
we ended up breaking up after not being compatible as the years went on.
mutual friends noticed they spoke down to me when we were together.
i noticed it as well,
but i wanted to keep tryingto make the friendship work. i’m sure i wasn’t perfecton my end, but what friendship truly is?
many years after our end,
we ended up speakingon the phone,
but the spark was gone since we both grew in separate directions.
Friendship break ups are just as tough as breaking up with your man/woman
i haven’t laughed this loud in a while. i needed it. tonight’s episode of insecure, “high-like”, was probably the best episode of the season.
the squad took the turn up to coachella and the antics tho…
it was pure shenanigans as only issa could bring. i’m gonna give a few thoughts…