i believe in visualization in manifesting heavy.
meaning,
you should always visualize the life that you desire.
like,
you gotta visualize it that you can feel it.
that also includes the menz we desire as well.
for me,
it’s not so much saying it and affirming 24/7:

seeing it
imagining it
moving on from it

why do you think people’s past tweets before success became a reality?
this was ariana in 2011:

high-key: “7 rings” is a peak manifestation song.

i truly believe they “set it and forget it“.
it’s not crossing the line of obsession,
but dancing around at the line of delulu.
i’ve been wondering tho:

what if you used AI to create a version of yourself where you are living your best life?

a Foxholer sent me a IG of an insta-gay AI couple,
@jaydenandsean:

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this vision came from someone i’m sure wanting “this“.
acting(?) vixen,
skai jackson,
has been making AI creations of herself,
her fantasy manz,
and the life she desires on snapchat…

boxing wolves are having the most interesting year ever.

back in 2016,
it was all about the pipe leakage/stroke resume drops from the baiters.
that was a good time in Foxhole history,
amirite?

i “beez” not minding my business and some attentionisto gets some good leakage for review.

…and don’t let him be sexy AF either!!!!

it was even better when it was a male celebrity who got baited.

aaaah,
the lawyers…
the cease and desists…
the “why am i being posted on some gay blog” (iYKYK).
what a time to be alive.
nowadays:

anyone with an active WIFI,
or one from the library,
can upload their nudes and stroke resumes for a price.

…and they end up being boring AF.

when a F-BI sent me alleged the stroke resume of an ex-boxing wolf,
i felt the same excitement from 2016 until…

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i remember when jtrusty was pounding that white fox in the parking garage.

i always assumed joshua aka @jtrusty was into the white meat more.
every single sex video i have seen with him,
he has been with a white male.
i think he was dating (married?) the same one he was sharing an OF relationship with.
so when one of the F-BI sent me this:

because of this photo-shoot with @ajboardraye…

what is up with some gay males and arm pits?
not even the biceps or pecs connecting to the bicep but the arm pits.
it is a “white gay” thing?
i could be wrong but i don’t see many black gays being obsessed with pits.
james charles…

…a name i haven’t heard in a while,
added ‘arm pit hair” to his wants and needs in his future wolf.
someone,
and hoping they are legal,
leaked an alleged DM of his “boyfriend requirements” and well…

okay.aave.
we all knew him from that tatt on the right tit.
i like to look at him and one day,
i went to look at him and he was not on IG anymore.
okay,
aave,
we all need a break from being seen so whatevs.
weeks turned into months and i was like….

“uhhhhhhhhh,
what happened to him?”

so i randomly asked one of my Foxholers about him yesterday.
he didn’t disappear but he changed his name and well…

i applaud people who are brave enough to share their stories of abuse,
by putting their wounds online.
it can be the ugly side we don’t want to know or care to admit happens.
it’s humbling and pumps the brakes on comparison.
ever so often,
we may feel jealousy or envy towards the beautiful ones:

…but we don’t know the hell they are going through once the camera is off.
many of them are victims OR abusers.
it’s just a matter of when will we find out who does what.

a Foxholer sent me an IG post from jordano garcia:

he posted his pictures of his alleged abuse and it’s a trigger warning…