i was entertaining a certain wolf of interest these last few months.
keyword: WAS in all caps,
bolded,
underlined,
and possibly lit on fire.

he had me tight a few days ago and still hasn’t heard from me.
i haven’t called to “talk about it”,
no texts to check in,
or not even a “hope you’re well” after the extended silence.

When I’m done,
I’m fuckin done.

yesterday,
i shared my thoughts on that jackal who went off on lala anthony over a parking spot.
he took the petty express lane and decided to drag her name,
her current manz,
and even a few of her old industry bones into the mix.
it was messy but more importantly,
it made me realize something about myself…

before we start font on this entry:

Lala Anthony’s new wolf is fine AF.

his name is beardaprince and he from BK.
he is an entrepreneur who owns “bear’s burgers“.

 

 

 

 

 

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ooof.
i’m not gonna font for him but when you meet a wolf that looks like this from BK,
not enough advil can deal with that headache.
he has probably got 100 bodies under his belt and trying to make you 101.
even the medium ugly BK males got that heat.
i’ve seen vixens and gay males move to new yawk,
meet the BK wolf,
and go back home with their tailz between legs.

It’s the voice,
the way they say shit,
the aura the gave,
and they been raised to fuck the attitude problem out of you.

so i don’t blame lala for belting burgers for her new manz:

this entry isn’t about bear but about lala’s neighbor who has an issue with her.
he took to his IG to air out lala over a parking spot debacle…

I reallllllllllllllly want to go to this Brandy and Monica concert.
My millennial heart is bursting with FOMO.
My current budget isn’t allowing me to be great.

EXCLUSIVE: @4everBrandy and Monica are reuniting for “The Boy is Mine Tour” 27 years after their hit song of the same name spent 13 weeks atop the Billboard Hot 100.

The superstars share why going on tour together is “a dream come true” and hint at what fans can expect: “Just a… pic.twitter.com/0uH7cHMQu2

— CBS Mornings (@CBSMornings) June 24, 2025

as a millennial,
i was there when kelly rowland launched her solo career.
“dilemma” with nelly is one of my fav songs and i was excited for her album to drop.

Who told her to release “STOLE” as her first single?

that entire debut album rollout was tragic.
i’m still annoyed “haven’t told you” wasn’t even a promo single.
her second album,
“ms kelly“,
was a much better single wise but of course…

bey to help push it.
atm,
many of us were shaking our heads at her movement during that time.
it didn’t help they were always asking her about be during her album drops.
she always had good songs on her albums but it was like they were sabotaging her.
so when i saw she is opening for brandy and monica on their tour,
i saw people upset that she is their opening act…

Okay let’s get light weight messy…

it’s one thing to be discreet,
or even DL,
as a single male.

It’s another to be an alleged married pastor on the DL whose getting his butt cheeks pulverized.

this is where i start to judge and can’t defend if they get outed.
the one thing i hate about church is:

It has taught people how to be good liars for the people of the Lord.

OF creator,
jrock,
posted about a bishop that he has been allegedly dickin’ down for a year.
how did he find out?
he didn’t even know his alleged receiver was a bishop until…

sometimes,
we can handle the harassment and bullying.
you don’t even need to be a public figure:

Imagine how it is for many people at work being bullied and harassed by bosses?
Feeling weak and hopeless because that is how you make money.
It’s not like you can escape because you need that job to survive,
along with the fact it’s hard to find a job atm.

when people catch you during difficult times in your life,
that is when it can really enhance mental health issues.
depression turns into a black hole with thoughts of final answers.
the following is when i nearly un-alived myself over online bullying…

*This post contains discussion of suicide, suicidal thoughts, and/or self-harm. Please take care of your mental and emotional well-being before proceeding. If you or someone you know is struggling, you are not alone. Help is available:

• 988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline (US): Dial 988
• Crisis Text Line: Text HOME to 741741
• International resources: www.befrienders.org

This content is shared for awareness, reflection, and healing—not to glorify, encourage, or trivialize mental health struggles. Reader discretion is advised...

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i used to think having a platform was just about sharing your voice,
building a little digital tribe,
and maybe posting a few thirst traps to ride some dick.
here’s what no one really tells or fonts you:
once you start getting noticed,
you also become something else.

A moving target.

people love the fairy tale parts of being a public figure.
the engagement,
the admiration,
and the “omg i love your content!” comments.
there’s a shadow side that doesn’t get posted on the highlight reel.
let’s font what i’ve learned about it…

because whew...