so i been into a lot of crime documentaries lately.
“friends like these: the murder of sarah neese” on hulu,
“toxic love story“,
“the crash”,
and “idaho murders” on netflix were so good.

sidebar: i been into crime shit,
but i still refuse to watch “dahmer” because that scares TF outta me.

today,
i watched a documentary that floored me on netflix.
it is called “death of the pastor’s wife” about the untimely death of mica miller…

foxhole,
a friend of mine asked me today:

“what does your healing look like?”

i thought it was a good question.
my healing looks like…

one thing about 98% of these attenionistos is:

they LOVE to bite the paws that feed them

you can TELL when the attentionistos have lost their funding.
they either done pissed off “big daddy” or they broke up.

once you see them on OF doing shit they said they’ve never do,
like the cheeks are all the way open,
that is how you know.

i’ve always told foxes and vixens that even if a wolf is trickin’,
you should still have your own i.e. business or still working.
once we give a male control over us,
it’s gonna be hard to get it back,
especially when he is paying for everything.
that opens up the door to all kinds of bullshit.

in Foxhole’s recent past,
i posted about a particular attentionisto and how he allegedly messed up with his gay sponsor.
all he had to do was:

show up
keep his bawdy right
allegedly bend over once or twice a month

…but nope,
he had to go and do dumb shit.
this is allegedly what he is doing now to pay them bills…

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i was gonna post my fav pic of lance gross for this entry,
but i can’t find it.
ugh.
so we’ll use this:

…as back ups to prove no point other than “dark chocolate is good for us“.
lance has a good eye for clothes cause i always love many of his looks,
but unfortunately:

he doesn’t have a good eye for hair color

i’m with his mother on this one…

i don’t know what came over me last year,
or maybe the year before,
but “jolene” from dolly parton was my top 5 song.

when i font you that i was OBSESSED.
when i read bey was gonna redo the song,
i was high key hyped:

…but her version fell flat in my expectations.
it was cool but i don’t revisit it.
i’m fonting all of this…

sonya massey was in her home in chicago,
minding her business,
and a white hunter came up in there and killed her.
i think her live execution is where i had to stop watching violence against black people.
the video is horrendous and so disturbing.
all i remember is she went to turn off a pot of water,
and the hunter went trigger happy for no reason at all.

the worst part of all of this is she called them for their help.

i remember how all the other hunters were looking at him outside after she was unalived.
they did not believe his “self defense” story one bit.
correct me if i’m wrong,
but he had a whole rap sheet of “wtf”.
his shit was so fucked up it was like why hasn’t that badge been took?
i like to believe in karma,
as everything in life has a cause and effect.
well this is the effect of what happened to that hunting hyena who shot sonya….