“stand up! let me teach you how to deal with this b!tch”

“jamari…
i know you are upset but you have got to stop letting this take over your emotions.
i’m gonna help you turn this all around…”

that was someone i’ve met here that i word-vomitted to.
they could tell i was up to my wits end with it all.
so they said in font earlier today…

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i thought you weren’t doing this again?

so last night i got off work,
met up my neighbor to watch the latest episode of “euphoria”,
and when i got in at around 11pm

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it has gotten really bad.

i didn’t move here for this.

when i was told to come here to escape my last situation,
i didn’t think i was jumping from a frying pan to a pressure cooker.
i feel like everything i was told was a lie,
along with truly not knowing someone i’ve known since the late 2010s.
i didn’t move here to deal with all of this craziness.
it has really been taking a toll on me tbh.
last week,
after that 17 dollar incident,
there was a bigger blow up that has made me even more uncomfortable

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17 dollars

again: 17 dollars.

yesterday,
so i was told to be out of this apartment by july 1st.
i’m at my new job,
trying to focus on what i was doing,
but i’m getting the craziest texts in real time.

all over 17 dollars.

i had to send people the screenshots as they were happening.
when i’m not in here anymore,
i’ll post them with more details on the entire situation.
imagine staying with someone…

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we are all trying to get that old thang back

i think a lot of people lost their spark around 2020.

for me,
it started the first week of 2020.

getting let go from my last job the way i did,
along with the whole “ww3” situation

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is this who got xavier williams aka @xmwill_ first?

i remember one of the Foxholers mentioning xaxier ailliams aka @xmwill_ to me a while back

…but i can’t remember why.

forgive me; it’s been a rough year.
it was definitely nothing trifling he did,
as why many of ya’ll share with these attentionistos,
but i’m sure it was about him being thick and meaty AF.

 
 
 
 
 
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@xmwill_

#grwm for Brandy & Monica – The Boy Is Mine Tour coming to Atlanta on December 4th, and I am losing itttt 😭🔥 I’ve been counting down and you already KNOW this show is about to be pure R&B history. If you’re in ATL, you better be there because the vocals, the nostalgia, the ERA—everything is about to hit different. 👀✨ Run and get your tickets NOW at the link below before they’re gone ⬇️ 🔗 blackpromoterscollective.com/theboyismine @blackpromoterscollective @Monica Denise🤎 @brandy #TheBoyIsMineTour #BrandyAndMonica #BPCPartner

♬ The Boy Is Mine – Brandy & Monica
@xmwill_

GRWM featuring some of my @lululemon favs. Waffle Knit Half Zip (black, XXL): Cozy but still structured. The length works for a tall frame and the XXL gives space without looking sloppy. Perfect throw on layer that still looks clean. Reaper Short Sleeve (black): Lightweight and breathable with a relaxed fit that doesn’t cling. Long enough in the torso so it actually sits right on a bigger body. Zeroed In Shorts 5 inch (black): Comfortable waistband and flexible fabric. They move with you and don’t feel tight in the thighs, which is key for bigger legs. Cruiser Backpack (black): Sleek and practical. Holds everything without looking bulky and finishes the athleisure look off nicely. Finding athletic wear that actually fits taller, bigger guys is hard. I’m 6’5, 240, so fit and length really matter – no complaints w/ @lululemon..

♬ cleo sol x doechii NYARA mashup – nyara.world

sidebar: besides being fine,
he is full of joy.

i love that.

…or something to do with him being straight and the gays wanting to ride him.
something around those lines but either way,
xavier has everyone fonting in the forests about who he allegedly hard lauched

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