his tail use to be fat but now it’s in his stomach.

jest.
have you ever had someone make a joke about something,
you laugh because it was so outrageous,
but you found out it was true later on?
people can make jokes and be dead serious.
ray j made a joke recently and it left me wondering:

is he being dead serious?

we have seen ray j naked; we done seen his dack and cheeks.
like kim kardashian,
we have seen all of their cards so at this point:

nothing else is left to embarrass them.
you can’t embarrass anyone who doesn’t have pride.

that is the hidden power of being an attentionisto.
so when ray j claims diddy allegedly “left his ass leaking”…

musical chairs is a simple game.
you line up a few chairs,
always one less than the number of players.
music plays,
everyone moves,
pretending there’s still room,
but the point of the game isn’t to win.
it’s to make sure someone loses.
when the music stops,
someone is always left standing.

from the time all of you joined me in The Foxhole,
it was probably from some sticky situation i found myself in.

a work wolf,
a job loss,
a murder of my best friend,
a letting go of people who couldn’t come with me.

…that or you googled something and landed here.
either way,
i am very transparent about my sticky situations.

the latest sticky situation is losing my home.

this didn’t start this year; it actually started last year…

Foxhole…

are ya’ll watching “heated rivalry” on “the artist formerly known as HBO MAX”?

wait,
you’re not?
i promise you are missing some good gay shit with a heavy emphasis on smut.
in a quick elevator pitch:

the show is about two hockey baller wolves,
on two rivalry teams,
that end up fuckin in a DL situationship.

orrrrrrrr you could watch the trailer:

it’s the number 2 show on there btw.
i think the the storyline is great,
and i love how it’s filmed,
but the sex scenes:

mmm.

sidebar: i see more straight vixens obsessing about this show and the gay sexin’.
the show’s reddit community has more vixens in there than gay males.
i found that quite interesting.

jordan firstman is on “i love LA”,
which is another show on “the artist formerly known as MAX but is HBO MAX again“.
he had some critiques about the gay sex scenes. on “heated rivalry”.
he said in an interview via “deadline“…

i’ve started to accept something even tho i be acting like drew barrymore in “50 first dates”:

stop being shocked when someone does the same thing they have always done.

that means,
when someone has continuously shown you who they are,
stop acting like it’s brand new information.

your manz cheated on you again after the first time?
your friend talked shit about you after talking shit about damn near everyone?
that OF content creating jackal scammed you after others have said the same?

so when i saw our current president say this about rob reiner and his wife,
michele,
who were murdered just last night allegedly by their own kid,
i caught myself being shocked at what came out his fingertips…

The Foxhole knows when i’m going through something,
my spirit picks an album for me to process.

i was never a broadway kind of fox.
that was karaoke’s thing.
she is a full blown theater vixen,
who has found her way into acting in plays.
well,
i’m here to font you….

you know what phrase i’m bout tired of hearing?

“they are just trying to bring the black man down!”

…especially when it comes to some alleged scumbag.
if that was the case,
jay and robert smith wouldn’t be rich.
ryan coogler and tyler perry would be nothing,
while denzel and mjb wouldn’t be the best actors of our generation.
the list of successful black males is a long one if you choose to google it.
the same 50,
who happens to be the topic of this entry,
would not have successful shows on starz atm.
the real phrase needs to be:

“black jackals and hyenas who are doing/did fucked up shit to other people are being called to judgement.”

…or in kat williams speak in 2024,
“all lies will be exposed“.
with “sean combs: the reckoning” by 50 on netflix,
two black males in the industry are calling him out for it…