Tag: God
Drama King
i woke up this morning at 4am in a sweat.
it was kinda hot in my apartment,
because the heat been on “hoe in church with no draws on” level.
ironically enough,
i went to sleep naked that night.
i had a funny feeling in the pit my stomach.
something didn’t feel “right”.
i get those feelings often.
i got up and went to check the locks.
locked.
i walked throughout the crib to make sure no one was hiding in my closets.
(ha ha ha i already hear the jokes now).
nothing.
i looked at my mail on my coffee table.
no current or overdue bills.
restaurant ads and junk mail.
my apartment was clean.
i gave a quick thanks to god.
he has provided me so much and i am truly grateful.
i laid on my couch.
what was this feeling i was having?
why was i having it?
i wasn’t use to it.
then it hit me!
i was feeling the effects of “my house was in order”.
i had no drama in my life.
i’m not getting fucked on the regular,
but i don’t have to worry about some bullshit ass wolf.
no struggling to pay bills.
food was in my fridge.
i’m unemployed,
but i was still making it.
i cut off all the dead weight.
i erased a ton of useless contacts in my phone.
so why was i feeling like this?
why was i up at 4am,
naked,
and still stripping myself down looking for something wrong?
i started to wonder…
if i am so used to things going completely left field…
Was I actually shocked when things are going right?
I Want To Make Love To You On A Bed Full Of Money
does this…
make you hard as steel?
wolves come and go,
but green can keep me warm at night.
no seriously it can:
if i asked your broke ass what would you do if you got rich tomorrow…
i am sure you could provide me a list or two.
hell maybe 5.
we spend our days day dreaming of a better life.
this is what we bust our ass for daily.
getting up and going to a “ain’t shit” job.
working about 10 hours a day hoping one day,
it will all pay off.
one where we can afford to pay our bills,
eat at the most expensive restaurants,
travel to far away lands,
and hob knob with the best of em.
don’t even have to mention the amount of pussy/ass/dick you will get.
once you have money,
it cums (literally) by the boat loads.
i’m sure those online attention whores will finally notice you.
everyone becomes your friend.
you can literally buy other people to hang with you.
life certainly starts to become more enjoyable.
well that is before it’s all gone.
money,
low self esteem,
and no plan is the devil.
i had to ask the foxhole…
Can you mentally afford to be rich?
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Jamari Fox’s Interview With A Vampire
last night i ended up in a white gay bar.
i didn’t plan it.
it kinda sorta just happened….
f0xmail: YOU ARE GOING TO HELL!!! DIE BITCH DIE!!!
FOXMAIL
Repent from fornication and immoralities. Homosexual-ism, porn your body is the temple of the lord , God wants you to make heaven not hell , repent !!change a word is enough for the wise.
(let’s add the comment i ironically got after from gilbert:
We americans are finished and shameful to nature — God will descend on us soon — its high time we repented of immoral acts especially you gay folks – repent now and live right- use your brain to think.)
MY ANSWER…
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The Two Wolves Who Move In Silence
the f-bi has been on it lately.i’m getting so many emails about these stray wolves.
today, i was sent an email about these 2 actor/model wolves.
beware.
they are both church wolves so who knows where this will go.
i know of one because i lusted after his body in the early 2000s.
the other one i’d want to lust his body too…
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