i went shopping and was to taken to dinner tonight.
by who you may ask?
well in a twist i didn’t see coming:
the wolf i had a crush on at work.
so i made a conscious effort to get over that wolf.
i listened to the foxhole and proceeded forward from all the comments.
and damn near ducked behind corners so i could ignore him.
well liar liar and him stopped speaking for whatever reason.
from the word around the job-vine,
she decided to put her focus with the mailroom supervisor again.
we’ll see how long that lasts.
so when i got into work,
i saw him in the worker’s lounge by himself.
when he saw me,
he instantly said “sup” to me.
he always does and i try to ignore him.
i returned the favor and kept it moving.
liar liar wasn’t in today,
but later this morning,
he came over to my desk to ask questions about an outfit he wanted to rock.
“i really need to go shopping with you.” he said.
i’d have you looking fly.” i said.
in a rather bold move i then said:
“i’m going to urban outfitters after work,
you want to roll with me?”
i wasn’t going there 4real,
but i figured why not try something different.
i kept it cool and went back to what i was doing.
he is rather flaky so i didn’t really expect to actually do it.
he never texted me when he got my #.
well later this afternoon,
he came up to my desk and said:
“yo we still doing that tonight?”
“yeah meet me around the corner at 6.”
we met up and went straight over to uo.
as we were walking into the men’s department,
“yo lets keep this between us.
this can be our thing,
he said that.
as we walked around,
i picked out some outfits for him.
there was a lot of staring in my eyes and lip licking.
this time much bolder than when we are at work.
i kept it real cool tho.
i didn’t want to look too thirst since he is still “straight”.
when he went into the dressing room,
to try on some of the clothes i picked out,
i went and sat around the corner.
again: keeping my space.
he texted me when he was ready so i could judge.
“why don’t you sit here?” he asked,
pointing to the chair in front his dressing room.
“oh i…” i had no words at that point.
i did my ass down tho.
he isn’t as muscular as his clothes make him seem.
he is thick tho.
and ass are a problem.
he told me how he gained some weight.
it was like he wanted me to comment on his body.
i asked when he planned on working out again and his answer was:
afterwards we went and ate at chipotle.
“i wish i could get high right now.
another bold move:
“i may want to smoke again.
been kinda stressed.
would you smoke with me?”
“yeah let me know.
we could do it at your crib.”
i got to know him a little better.
he is pretty cool.
i can see why all the vixens like him.
he never mentioned liar liar.
he doesnt know i know anything about that.
i’ll keep it that way.
i don’t know where he is on my side,
but i don’t want to assume anything just yet.
he wasn’t like this until after he stopped speaking to liar liar.
was i some kind of rebound?
or does he just want to be cool?
i would hate to get my emotions up again and be let down.
reason why i’m staying cold-ish.
not too much tho.
after we ate,
he gave me dap and thanked me for the help.
“lets link up again soon.”
i texted him when i got home and thanked him for trusting my styling vision,
said i’ll text him outfit ideas when they come to me,
and told him not to tell anyone at work:
“not at all and you welcome”
we’ll see how this goes…