when you get worn out and can’t leave the bed for hours.

i spent the last few days on my back.
worn out wasn’t the word.
i ended up sleeping a majority of the days.
you know how i said i had all these plans a few entries down?

Play: Zelda
Clean: My crib
Watch: “Queen’s Gambit”

well…

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HAPPY THANKFUL 4 U DAY!

i woke up feeling chill today.
i think it’s the anticipation of these holidays.
i decided to control my mind and ignore the “fear” of it all.
i woke up and decided to take another nap because why not?
blackout curtains stay keeping my room like it’s midnight at noon.
after a day of light cooking and a lot of video games,
i came to this thought about this rona thanksgiving…

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michael b. jordan needs us to pay for his onlyfans for a good cause

we live in a time where celebs and regular folks are becoming sex workers.

Imagine a fine dude you know in real life droppin’ an Onlyfans?
*sweats*

well unless some fire leaks and we be on it like white on rice.
i gotta say thank you to the rona tho.
she has really pushed these folks to do whatever we say for money.
they worked out heavy for our pornographic pleasure.
it seems the sexiest wolf of 2020,
michael b jordan,
is putting his bid in to join onlyfans…

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fuck this 2020 holiday season (that’s the loneliness talking)

i was playing video games and a wave of sadness washed over me.
a dude i’ve been interested in has been on my mind,
along with many questions i have about him,
but that helped pulled me under the current of distress ive been feeling.
the holidays are usually really tough for me.
it tends to enhance just how alone i am in this world.
when i asked my sister to live with me,
i thought that would help make me feel that sense of family.
the pandemic during this holiday season really made me feel the loneliness really hard…

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andre marhold and bobby lytes do “little to no” sex work?

well,
we knew it was cumming.
no pun intended.
we knew bobby lytes and andre marhold were gonna collab on onlyfans.
the question was:

When?

we don’t have to wonder anymore because they dropped this teaser…

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when love dies in your arms on the dance floor

we can spend a lifetime searching for the love of our lives.
dating ain’t easy ya’ll.
it requires a shit ton of energy tbh.
in this life,
we meet some males and think:

“YES!
THE ONE!
FINALLY!
I WON’T HAVE A HOUSE FULL OF CATS AND MEMORIES.
“

…and a majority of the time,
it turns out to be “the one who was sent from satan“.


i haven’t given up on finding someone,
but i’m taking a sabbatical.
if someone comes along,
i’ll entertain,
but i’m done searching.
the following story broke my heart today.
life can have a weird sense of humor.
it was about a gay male by the name of pierre,
who moved from paris to atlanta.
he met the love of his life and well…

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