that time i thought i was gonna poop on his penis

many years ago when i was in “hoe phase” lite,
i went home with a wolf i didn’t know i was going home with.
we been sexting and texting the days leading up to that night.
he hit me up and told me he was coming to take me to an event.
it was a gay event or something.
i remember being on the way to drunk because he kept buying me drinks.
after we finished molesting each other on the dance floor,
we went back to his car and made out.
at that moment,
i knew i was getting some pipe but…
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so i shut down a part of the foxhole and movin’ it somewhere else

i was having a discussion with my therapist last week,
super depressed,
and telling her how i’m running out of money.
i don’t even have much food in my fridge.
i’ve been trying to save the little bit of money that i have for rent.
from friends,
foxholers,
and my therapist…
“Why don’t you open up a Patreon for your work?”
i didn’t know what that would look like for me tbh.
every time i tried to get sponsors and ads,
i would get rejected because of the kind of content we talk about here.
it really made me feel like i hit a wall.
another question i had was…
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so i watched the joe budden and isaiah rashad interview and well…

when we get mad and out someone,
we don’t realize it can fuck with their entire mentals.
some outing hyenas are delusional.
they think they are helping someone so they can live their truth.
in reality,
they are pulling someone out who isn’t brave or even ready.
i woke up early and saw the joe budden and isaiah rashad interview was up.
it was on patreon but i know joe uploads it to his youtube sooner or later.
i watched the whole thing and…
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kevin spacey, what have you allegedly done now?

i hate that he played one of the most iconic anti heroes on tv.
gaddamn you kevin spacey for ruining frank underwood!!
just gaddamn you!!
that character should have had a good end to his arc.
i hate when celebs ruin their careers and ima be a little selfish…
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tank been telling ya’ll he is an ally for the gay community but ya’ll don’t listen

i’ve always been a fan of tank and his music.
he is a major talent for singing and writing for other artists too.
i bought his first album and was into it heavy.
this is my favorite tank song EVER:
it did help he brought a nicely wrapped meaty package with his music.
Sidebar: For my birthday years ago,
I really wanted his second album,
“One Man”.
This chick that was once a friend bought me THE BOOTLEG CD.
Like,
from Chinatown.
I was SO MAD because I would have never bought her a bootleg.
Dumbass.
anyhoo…
earlier this year,
i was listening to tank‘s music on a swivel.
i was into “sex love and pain part 2” HEAVVVVVVYYYYYY.
tank had a recent interview with “drink champs“,
which is hosted by norega and dj efn.
he was asked about him performing for gay pride events…
stop hiding behind gender identity!

dating is hard as it is for everyone,
especially gay males.
everyone thinks it’s easy to jump on an app and find love.
that might be true because i know a few that have,
but it’s the same process as looking for a job.
you gotta fill out a lot of applications and interviews before the one.
who is to say the job is what you expected once you are onboarded?
well…
Imagine meeting someone but they never told you they transitioned from female to male?
that was a recent post i saw on reddit that i wanted to share.
it was titled,
“stop hiding behind gender identity“…




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