I should have titled this entry,
“Addressing the drama…“,
like I was a YT influencer lol.
around this time last week,
i was given a story that ended up going left.
so far left,
the whole car is in a swamp.
it involved an attentionosto that i wasn’t too familiar with.
truth: i had to google him last week to remind myself of who he was.
i’ve never fonted about him nor has The Foxholer ever sent him in as a feature.
I knew nothing about his life until this time last week.
so when i posted a video,
which looked like an onlyfans clip if i’m being honest,
and i can’t even say alleged since hit animals definitely barked the loudest,
all hell broke loose and i lost my patreon because of it.
it has left me feeling all the things but i woke up out my sleep with the urge for closure.
this is my truth…
It is not my fault that you like to suck dick.
“you” can be plural in this case.
i love to suck dick too but guess what?
if i know i have things to lose,
i’m not going to be sucking dick on camera or not keeping the footage.
this is what annoys me with some people.
they do dumb shit but need someone to blame when their dumb shit is exposed.
It’s like being a drug addict who kept it on the low.
You get recorded doing drugs and you’re mad that you’re exposed for doing drugs.
The truth still remains outside of that: you do drugs.
so when i’m being guilt tripped that someone was gonna take their own life,
all because i was sent in a story that was on a private sector within The Foxhole,
i have to ask…
dude was sucking dick…
that is not a story in 2023.
this isn’t obama getting caught up.
this is a random dude on beyonce’s internet.
there are plenty of males suckin’ dick in 2023 on onlyfans as well.
i didn’t know dude enough to know his sexuality outside of that video.
so was it all because the dick sucking was supposed to be a secret?
Unless the dick sucking was supposed to be on the low,
someone within the two people involved moved sus and that video clip got out.
there is a snake within the circle and it damn sure ain’t me.
it couldn’t be me because i don’t personally know any of the people involved.
so i’m getting accused of “hacking iclouds” and “sending videos to family members“.
here is the real logic:
From the time I’ve started The Foxhole in 2009,
I have been told many secrets and seen other incriminating videos with other males.
I could have BEEN gotten clout off of their trust…
…but I choose to say “fuck that” and go after someone I barely knew existed before this time last week?
Hack an iCloud of someone whose email or number I don’t know?
Send videos to family members just to be spiteful for the sake of being spiteful?
People do realize the Feds can track IP addresses,
I need folks to be logical.
so i’m not gonna take the blame for any of this.
i have blamed myself this week and God had to snap me back to reality.
fuck that and fuck anyone trying to pin their bs on me.
that is my truth and this is my closure on this situation.
i’ve accepted everything that has happened and that i cannot change.
my character on this platform has spoken for itself over the years.
i posted a video that wasn’t any different to what i do with other stories.
i’m very transparent and have no problem telling my truth to all who will read.
this whole situation sucks but i’m moving forward now.
oh and btw:
I guarantee you that everyone who watched that clip probably sucks dick too.
1. he was in good company.
2. they have no room to judge if they did.
from what i saw from my community,
no one judged or even had anything negative to font.
i certainly didn’t.
lowkey: usually i’m “beyonce to the bullshit” and stay silent but therapy changed a fox.
i’ve kept quiet over people telling alternative facts about me long enough.
some of these folks could stand a little therapy too.