freedom.
how good it feels and often looks.
when you leave a relationship/job/friendship/lifestyle that wasn’t for you,
people notice how much it looks like a weight is taken off your shoulders.
meagan good,
one of my fav girl crushes,
is back baby.
after leaving her husband and doing some much-needed healing,
this is what the outcome looked like at the naacp awards last night…

 

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she.
looks.
fantastic.
i’m not even straight but i’d get with her.

i’ve learned what “settling and conforming” looked like in relationships.
oh foxhole,
i’ve tried to settle for many jackals in my young life.
i smoked weed when i really didn’t like it.
i was into rachet behavior when i’m racthet-lite.
don’t even get me started on sleeping around when i wasn’t comfortable.
i hid my nerdy behavior,
tried to be what “masculine” looked like,
and pretended to be interested in hood shit when i was really bored.
i did EVERYTHING to be liked by the males i really was into.

I was Mystique from X-Men.

i strayed further and further away from me until i found myself lost.
these days:

I feel like how Meagan Good looks.

there is peace that comes with fully embracing you.
everyone can see it when you are being who you are.
once we stop trying to be mystique from x men,
morphing to whoever or whatever you think will accept you,
the right ones will see and be attracted to that.
kudos to meagan good for getting back to her.

lowkey: my current state of mind is this song…

“When you decide you like yourself,
holla at me…”