i never get the wolf i want.
i always have the pleasure of attracting the ones i want,
but we always have this intense moment until something splits us up.
but they always end up having:
all bark; no bite especially where i want to be bit.
it never fails…
i know its not me because i leave the gate wide open with the porch light on.
all the wolves i really wanted wasting my time.
we never even kissed.
it was always this game of “duck-duck-wolf“,
which is always the exciting part,
but they always chose someone else and left me waiting for another turn.
i can name about 2 wolves in recent history i’ve wanted with this outcome.
i’d like the wolf i want to want me back.
want me fuckin’ hard af.
want me so hard i’m worn tf out and i’m beggin’ for more.
i’m fully aware that males think i’m fine.
i can be their ultimate fantasy.
even tho i don’t think so at times,
something attracts them but they love playing games with me until they find someone else.
it’s someone cute and boring.
someone who puts up with their shit and does as they’re told.
it’s never someone as exciting as i am.
it’s always someone who tends to chase them as they chased me.
besides all the other things i ask for,
i want him to boldly want me back.
“him” is anyone that moves my meter as well.
can i get an alpha wolf who will recognize the amazing in me and come get it?
one who is attractive to me as i am to them?
no more beta wolves,
please and thank you.
lowkey: i think this is why i’m always “the whore”?
the girlfriend/boyfriend/husband/wife is never like me.