How Do You Get Shit Stains Out In The Laundry?

inb4+shitstorm_72de84_3211220there are things that happen in life,
where one must choose to think positive and think fast.
like, when you get a flat tire and you are in the middle of murder’s alley,
or when you are at an event and someone shows up wearing the same thing as you.
moments like that when you’re forced to think positive,
because you can cause the energy to shift around you and WHAM!
the shit storm will commenced all over your head.
so when i got a picture message from a vixen checking my mail,
with all the letters from unemployment today,
i immediately went into the “what if…” and “why?” part of my brain.
when they send random letters,
they want you to come into the office for that “let us know what you’ve been doing” shit.
tedious shit,
but if you don’t come in,
they cut your unemployment benefits off.
well i’m 1,146.8 miles away and i cannot go in.
i been trying to think positive all day.
maybe it’s just them trying to catch up?
maybe its worse than that?
who knows.
all i know is i’ll have to call them and tell them the truth of why I’m here.
not much i can do,
but why do i feel so scared to step out on faith?
maybe because when i did,
during these potential shit storms,
god didn’t come through.
could be a reason.
why does it seem easier for other people?
ugh.

let me go look at wolves or something.

Author: jamari fox

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8 thoughts on “How Do You Get Shit Stains Out In The Laundry?

  1. I praying for you Jamari, I know it’s hard it seems like life is always throwing you for a loop. I say put it in God’s hands and do what you can. When all of your blessings come you’ll look back at this and it’ll makes those blessings even better.

    1. ^thanks mikey.
      i just want to win again.
      this has been bothering me all day,
      even though i had a nice day with karaoke.
      feeling that i don’t know what’s about to happen being down here is fuckin with me.

  2. I feel you Jamari. I went to church today for the first time in many months. I still had the same problems coming out that I had going in, but I did feel better. I think you might be going through some tough times now, because your breakthrough is around the corner. Keep your head up.

  3. Damn man, I feel for you right now bro. I guess you have to hang in there. Explain the situation to the agency. If I needed to get away from it all, I would have left too. You were submitting applications and were not getting any calls back or the jobs were cancelled. What were you supposed to do? Sit at home and twiddle your thumbs? Hell no.

  4. Yo J, this post is so ironic, currently a friend of mine is staying with me until he gets on his feet and his is receiving unemployment benefits and he just told me 15minutes before I red this post that he applied for his benefits online and they gave him a message that he needs to come in and talk to them, and he is not at home although he is in the same state so that might not be a issue. He too was just talking to me and was a little nervous and worried if they were going to cut off his benefits. I dont know if they are just Fkng with people right before the holidays or what, but its strange that he got this same message and yall are in two different states. You can always tell them that you came down here for a promising job interview and it didnt work out and you dont have enough money to get home. You are down there for a family emergency and you are trying to get back but due to the cancellation of flights due to the weather its been near impossible. Just be a little creative. I know its going to work out, you have come to far and through too much to be left all alone now.

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