First, I really dig your blog man. You keep the content fresh, hot and relevant. But the purposr for my writing is about a great friend of mine which I consider to be like a brother to me.
Him and I are really close. We have an amazing friendship however over the last year or so there has been this different level of attraction and relationship going on between us.
Truth is I’m very curious about exploring sex with another guy and so I’ve been feeding that desire with porn. Just something about two niggas sexing that is hot to me. I’ve never engaged in it but I’m hella curious.
My friend has been saying and doing things that makes me think he’s curious too. He doesn’t know that I am. But he often talks to me about how big his ass is or references to how big his dick is. We talk about fucking our girls and about porn all the time and he mentions how big the dudes dicks are in the movie.
One night he came over and the room was hella tense. He kept staring at me while grabbing his dick but I would play it off like I didn’t see him.
Another time we were together and he had changed his clothes. Well he stripped down to his drawls in front of me and was walking around like everything was cool. Which btw he wasnt lying about his dick. Lmao. It actually looked semi-hard too. I noticed him look down at my crouch when I stood up I guess to see if I was hard or not. But I just ignored it.
He’ll do things like make smart comments about beating his dick or me beating mine. We’ll talk about gay niggas etc and have had some convo about if head from a dude is better than a chick although neither of us have done it.
He’ll tell me how much he missed me if we didn’t talk in a min or he’ll reference us going out as a “date”. my dilemma is I don’t know what to do with all of this. He has a girl and I have a girl too but I often think about sucking him off and letting him bang me out. Did I mention he had a fat ass too.
I don’t want to make a move and regret it and lose a great friend but it seems like he’s dropping clues left and right that he wants to get down……what should I do???
and not for the straights)
well good night foxholer.
i like a little late night story before bed.
one that actually low key turned me on.
thats a whole other story.
thank you for the compliment as well.
i think the proof is in the pudding.
this is gone past being:
“this could be us”
what do you think will happen after you both smash?
will you drop your vixens and date each other?
will you both be fuckin’ on the low while dating vixens?
if things go south,
you may lose a “great friend” as you say.
one who is a “brother” as well.
see star fox and i were both foxes.
we considered each other brothers.
there was absolutely no attraction to each other.
i have had wolves that tried to be my friends,
but the more we got to know each other,
the more they wanted to beat.
needless to say we aren’t “friends”.
with you two,
there is an established friendship,
but there also seems to be an underlying attraction and curiosity.
its clear you want him like he wants you.
i think you are being hesitant about it,
but once you let go,
then the inevitable will happen eventually.
if you want it to happen,
i wouldn’t rush.
let it flow naturally.
you both also need to talk it about it.
this is a new experience for both of you.
once it happens tho,
that unlocks a whole new side to your relationship.
its better to explore with someone who knows you,
rather than some stranger you meet on a chat site.
every experience in life is for us to learn something.
some things will work out.
other things won’t.
whatever the outcome,
it will lead to:
“yeah that completely went my way!”
“god what a fuckin’ disaster that was.”
this new path on your mountain is yours.
just know at the end of it,
whatever you choose,
there is a lesson to be learned.
you might like it.
you might not.
i mean thats supposed to be the beauty of life,
hell you might do it and realize:
you’re a wolf in every sexual realtions
it wasn’t what you thought it was gonna be
it was fuckin’ awesome
it was one time thing and back to being straight
he was fuckin’ terrible and you shoulda banged him instead
im headed to altar call to repent for my sins and become a pastor
…get my drift?
well i hope that helped.
keep me posted!
ps: if this is your first time,
x AND THIS