we can’t choose our family members.
my mother’s dying wish was for my sister and me not to get separated.
i took a lot of abuse from some family members, attacked by her guardian at the time, and got gaslit as they spent all the money our mother left her.
when she told me how she was being hurt by family members,
i worked my ass offto have her live with me in new yawk. she repaid me by trying to ruin my reputation, nearly making me homeless, and psychically attacking me in my crib. my sister suffers from mental issuesthat she refuses to get help for.
we are currently estranged but i hope she is doing better. ricky martin’s nephew, dennis yadel sanchez, seems to have similar traits as my sister.
according to ricky martin’s brother,
all of the incest/domestic violence accusations might be fake.
per daily mail…
today, since it’s nice af in new yawk, everyone is outside without a mask on.
rona be damned! not me, said i.
folks won’t take it serious until someone they loves passes on.
like my co-worker i mentioned in a few entries past,
imagine losing two family membersin one week. a mother,
who tested positive for the rona,
is mourning the loss of her son and husband via “news4sanantonio“…
this week has been a doozy.
the energy has been really off.
sidebar:i feel so depressed it’s ridiculous.
i’ve been questioning my own levels of forgiveness with this botham jean case.
i thought the brother hugging amber guyger was a shocker,
but the father was talking some mess about friends ‘n’ shit. this is what he said at botham’s congregation…
i’m glad i don’t watch the reality show he stars in on bet.
in my head,
he would come off like an asshole.
he gives me heavy “adhd” vibes too.
i like to keep certain attentionistos out of my “doing too much” box.
he’s one of them. i saw this video he posted on his ig tho… Continue reading “baggy large has a large heart too”