american idol alum,
cj harris,
died of a heart attack today.
he was 31 years old.
i didn’t watch american idol but it’s very sad to hear about his death.
as i did my research on him,
the conspiracy theorists are saying…

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Can i vent about something real quick?
It’s been sitting on my spirit since last week.

so i went to the store last week since i was running low on food.
i picked up a few things that i needed and it was about 10 or so items.
i didn’t want to spend too much money so i went for essentials.
it was enough for me to go to the 12 items of less lane.
so i get there,
they rang up all my shit and foxhole…

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i said this year i was gonna do more reading.
i want to read more stories,
especially scary shit.
i think i’m pretty done with self-help books tbh.
i posted ^that picture during my IG stories a few weeks ago and…

“You have to read that book!
I read it during the pandemic and it changed my life!” – A Foxholer.

heard.
the book is called “all about love (new visions)” by bell hooks.
after a 2 week hold at the digital library,
i finally got it.
as i was reading the chapter on why men lie,
and how it usually started with many of our childhoods,
i thought of something that i wanted to run by the foxhole.
so read me out…

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i’m not even gonna hold you but…

I learned a lot about some of the black community regarding Megan Thee Stallion and Tory Lanez

i learned that #protectblackwomen is a joke.
i learned that i don’t think people liked megan.
i learned that people thought tory was bigger than he is.
i learned that straight toxic black males are protected with excuses.
i learned black gays,
black trans,
black vixens,
and black kids don’t have the same protection.
it’s a sad state of affairs tbh.
the manosphere of incels has infiltrated the black straight community.
if the straight black male is getting a ton of pussy,
or even in a relationship,
he has a deep-rooted hatred for black vixens.
even with these pictures of the crime scene…

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i never thought i would cry at work but i did.
when i worked in fashion…

I’d see white vixens running to the bathroom next to my desk in tears.

…and i told myself that would never be me.
welp!
fast forward a few years later!
many of us can relate to being broken down at work.
some of our jobs can be real abusive and we don’t talk about it enough.
i watched a video with a wolf breaking down on his break.
he didn’t even want to go back…

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*This is what i wrote in my private journal.
It’s been reworded for the foxhole tho.
I’m just writing my feelings out right now.
vent incoming.

i saw ^that quote earlier and it stuck with me.
“what if it all works out?”
how do you truly entertain a thought when you feel things won’t work out?
like,
we are all master creators.
we have made magic with just our thoughts and having faith.
i got to thinking tho and…

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