whitney houston is the first diva i fell in love with.
i thought she was so beautiful.
she was a staple in my home as i grew up.
her second album,
“whitney”,
being the work that introduced me to her.
every time i hear the songs from that epic-ness,
i always think back to my mother playing it while she cleaned on a saturday.
she was a HUGE whitney fan.
she wore that album out,
but it never got old.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zbLjJ6x2Hgs

matter fact,
it got better each time i heard it.
“the bodyguard” soundtrack was next after that.
during my dnd retreat,
i stumbled upon her “whitney” documentary.
i ended up watching it and…
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ya know,
i was dreading this “the walking dead” episode.
it was that time when iconic tv legend,
rick grimes,
was going to die.
i was ready to cry,
and i did but…

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so they’ve been trying to add gay characters on “love and hiphop”.
some are friends,
others are problematic,
and we’ve seen some #relationshipgoals of sorts.
for the next season of “love and hiphop atlanta”,
they’re adding another gay couple to the roster.
a foxholer sent me the story via “the blast”…
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i seriously have to finish “the boy next door”.
i started it and never got through it.
i didn’t even know ryan guzman was playing “the boy”.
i thought it was some snow wolf.
clearly,
i wasn’t paying attention.
well ryan has gotten my attention since he was casted in “9-1-1”.
i think he’s handsome af…
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so i’m into “9-1-1” heavy on fox.
i’m sure i’ve fonted about it already.
i love the dynamic of the characters,
the lowkey crush on buck,
(played by oliver stark):

…and how every episode has a wild opening emergency sequence.
auntie angela bassett does her thing on the show too.
i can’t forget about ryan guzman and jennifer love hewitt either.
well i was watching last week’s episode last night,
titled “dosed”,
and a familiar face and bawdy popped up.
it’s an attentionisto i’ve fonted about many times before.
guess who?…
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today,
i decided to take a “me day”.
i’ve been feeling depressed,
but i feel like i might be coming down with something too.
after i wrote the first entry,
i took a benadryl and knocked out.
when i awoke,
i escaped into the world of “good tv“.
you know i love a good binge.
i started with “blackish” and “this is us” after.
the show ended 30 minutes ago,
but i couldn’t get my shit together because i was crying so hard.
(some light spoilers ahead)…

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