do you know your worth?
you could have 1 dollar in your account but demand to be treated a certain way.
for many of us,
we forget our worth and allow ourselves to be treated any kind of way.
we think we need to “be a certain way” in order to get what we want.

People who know they worth don’t keep the peace.
They know to shake shit up until everyone gets it right.

when i saw usher calling for the doorman to hold the door for him,
i thought to myself that this was just usher being extra.

“he already had the door open so why did he need to call the doorman over.”
keyword: the doorman.
in a group chat i’m in,
i posted the video and karaoke had this to font…

hope is one of my bad words now.
its a passive word.

“I hope he will stop cheating on me.” He won’t.
“I hope this scammer will send me a video for 100 dollars.” No chance in hell.
“I hope this job will appreciate how hard I work.” They won’t.
“I hope I will become a millionaire.” You may or may not depending on God’s plan.

imo.
it’s a word formed in fantasy and dilutes reality.
for example:

A “hopeless romantic” is someone who keeps getting played over and over because they are confusing love with fantasy.

i have had hope for a lot of things,
especially when it came to other males interest that i wasn’t sure about.

“I hope this dude will finally see me the way I see him.”

…and years later,
i was still holding onto hope of a fantasy that never manifested.
i’ve learned another word and im gon’ share it with The Foxhole…

Of all the poses Roman Reigns could have done for Vanity Fair,
did he have to go with “submissive fox”?
It’s giving “me and the hubs are currently on a much needed vacation at The White Lotus in Hawaii”.
What is even going on here?

so i lusted after wwe wrestling wolf,
roman reigns,
in passing.
i would see clips of that beautiful face of his and be in awe.

i think he is much better looking than his cousin,
the rock.
i woke up to some news today that kind of changed all of that tbh.
roman said this to vanity fair and well…

this is a warning to anyone.
but especially these lost and lazy straight males,
who decide to give sex work a shot.
news flash:

Many of the attentionistos,
personal trainers,
aspiring __,
and whatever can be put in a “about me” are giving more than digital dick.

there is nothing wrong with getting paid to test drive a muscle bawdy.
some males are making bread doing lightweight escorting.
after that last entry,
these lost and sometimes lazy males have to be careful…

there is a scene in a movie i watched as a kid that i remember vividly.
it was in a movie with dmx called “never die alone“.
in this scene,
raven gomez-preston gets hooked on a particular drug from dmx’s character.
he spitefully did it so she would only have to go to him for drugs.
so she is a full blown drug addict atp.
fast forward,
there is a scene where she is crying while he is having sex with her.
the look on her face looked so defeated that it made my skin crawl.

an F-Bi sent me a drop about a gay for pay sex worker we recently fonted about.
as i went down the hole regarding this,
i found something that really disturbed and confused me…

so Foxhole,
the toxic relationship just called us with an update:

The tariffs are off for 90 days.

i thought our new president said other countries were trying to kiss his ass…