in regards to the latest on brandon dillard,
the one who wasn’t licensed to put veneers in people’s mouths,
( x go to the Foxhole archives )
i found myself asking:

how much is too much?

they threw the entire dentist office at his ass cause via “complex“…

Foxhole…

are ya’ll watching “heated rivalry” on “the artist formerly known as HBO MAX”?

wait,
you’re not?
i promise you are missing some good gay shit with a heavy emphasis on smut.
in a quick elevator pitch:

the show is about two hockey baller wolves,
on two rivalry teams,
that end up fuckin in a DL situationship.

orrrrrrrr you could watch the trailer:

it’s the number 2 show on there btw.
i think the the storyline is great,
and i love how it’s filmed,
but the sex scenes:

mmm.

sidebar: i see more straight vixens obsessing about this show and the gay sexin’.
the show’s reddit community has more vixens in there than gay males.
i found that quite interesting.

jordan firstman is on “i love LA”,
which is another show on “the artist formerly known as MAX but is HBO MAX again“.
he had some critiques about the gay sex scenes. on “heated rivalry”.
he said in an interview via “deadline“…

The Foxhole knows when i’m going through something,
my spirit picks an album for me to process.

i was never a broadway kind of fox.
that was karaoke’s thing.
she is a full blown theater vixen,
who has found her way into acting in plays.
well,
i’m here to font you….

you know what phrase i’m bout tired of hearing?

“they are just trying to bring the black man down!”

…especially when it comes to some alleged scumbag.
if that was the case,
jay and robert smith wouldn’t be rich.
ryan coogler and tyler perry would be nothing,
while denzel and mjb wouldn’t be the best actors of our generation.
the list of successful black males is a long one if you choose to google it.
the same 50,
who happens to be the topic of this entry,
would not have successful shows on starz atm.
the real phrase needs to be:

“black jackals and hyenas who are doing/did fucked up shit to other people are being called to judgement.”

…or in kat williams speak in 2024,
“all lies will be exposed“.
with “sean combs: the reckoning” by 50 on netflix,
two black males in the industry are calling him out for it…

i’ll never forget something cousin hybrid said to me last year.

“jamari,
there are males out here who work out,
look good,
and what you are looking for; they own companies,
CEOS,
successful and are not on IG acting like prissy bitches in high school.”

it is making more sense to me we close out 2025.
outside of looks or “masculinity”,
there was something else i was looking for that i couldn’t explain.
i have encountered it once or twice and it made me feel hot.
all the vixens were fonting about a recent “actors on actors” discussion.
it was with jonathan bailey (fiyero from wicked) and david corenswet (superman) and i’ll be 110%…

a hermit crab knows when its shell has stopped being a home.

it leaving its shell is often a sign of a stressful event or poor living conditions. the walls that once protected start to press in, the space that once felt safe becomes too small, too loud, and too heavy. so it does the unthinkable: it steps out. alone, exposed, unsure… but certain that staying cramped is worse than facing open water.

so the process of moving succcccccckkkkkkkkkkks.
the beginning phase of:

keep
donate
trash

…is so tiring.
although i discovered a few things about myself…