at this point,
tyler perry is collecting sexual assault allegations like pokémon.

when it comes to tyler perry and the allegations,
my biggest question from the alleged victims always stands:

“why did they go back over to his house when he allegedly did something to make them uncomfortable the first time?”

sometimes,
its the second time which makes it even more weird.
mario rodriguez,
who we have ( x fonted about in Foxhole past ) is the next pokeman.
how wild that we even fonted about when he was in the madea movie too.
anyhoo,
he claims in his lawsuit that via “NY daily news“….

sooooooo…
how are we feeling?

are we upset?
shocked?
confused?
throwing CDs out windows and deleting playlists off streaming?
nicki minaj seems have turned alleged MAGA on us.
she pulled up to a turning point USA rally yesterday and it left many of us speechless.

sidebar: erika kirk is so interesting to me.
her grieving has made her a work horse!

Foxhole,
i can’t font you how to feel.
she was starting to lose me with the endless ranting on x-twitter.
i do feel disappointed and i think this is a really bad idea.
it’s this part of her sit down that really confused me…

i woke up with this on my spirit today.
something urged me to font because someone needed to read it.
maybe it was for me; maybe it’s for you.
this was the download:

“you don’t know”

because tbh…

grief.
i’ve noticed a lot of males don’t sit in their grief.
we were taught to be men!
we don’t feel sad or emotions!
we bottle them up until we explode or make us sick!

we do everything possible to distract ourselves from “feeling”.
one way i see gay males dealing with our grief:

FUCKIN’.

straight males like to act like they are above us,
but its the same shit with them in a different costume.
outside of fuckin’,
it could be other ways like:

buying shit to show we are happy
becoming a gym junkie
being mixxy out in the forests
the “drinkin’ and the druggin'”

…and other numbers of ways,
but i had to wonder…

his tail use to be fat but now it’s in his stomach.

jest.
have you ever had someone make a joke about something,
you laugh because it was so outrageous,
but you found out it was true later on?
people can make jokes and be dead serious.
ray j made a joke recently and it left me wondering:

is he being dead serious?

we have seen ray j naked; we done seen his dack and cheeks.
like kim kardashian,
we have seen all of their cards so at this point:

nothing else is left to embarrass them.
you can’t embarrass anyone who doesn’t have pride.

that is the hidden power of being an attentionisto.
so when ray j claims diddy allegedly “left his ass leaking”…

musical chairs is a simple game.
you line up a few chairs,
always one less than the number of players.
music plays,
everyone moves,
pretending there’s still room,
but the point of the game isn’t to win.
it’s to make sure someone loses.
when the music stops,
someone is always left standing.

from the time all of you joined me in The Foxhole,
it was probably from some sticky situation i found myself in.

a work wolf,
a job loss,
a murder of my best friend,
a letting go of people who couldn’t come with me.

…that or you googled something and landed here.
either way,
i am very transparent about my sticky situations.

the latest sticky situation is losing my home.

this didn’t start this year; it actually started last year…