as of right now,
i love me some pedro pascal.
not sexually attracted to him but “i fux with whatever he got going on“.
he is unproblematic and stays out of trouble.

tmz is trying to bring all the smoke to pedro on the first day of the chinese new year.
it’s the year of the horse,
btw.
last year was the year of the snake and it legit needed to be doused in holy water.

allegedly,
tmz got a tip that pedro was caught spending time with a new boo in new yawk.
who is the new boo?
well…

“i’m not an idiot, henry.
you told me that you sucked that guy’s dick at Winchester!” – yasmin

“darling,
that was school, okay?
it’s basically prison.
everyone gets a pass for that.
you can be a homo at school.” – jon snow

so i loveeeeeeeeeeeee “industry” on HBO max.
i didn’t get into “succession” but i got into this heavy.
i love how every season of that show continues to become massive.
the show started off about the finance industry,
and i didn’t know wtf they were talmbout those first 2 seasons,
but it has become much more than that as this story progresses.
many are upset the anti-hero is a black vixen so that makes me support more.
last sunday’s episode was titled,
“oh henry“,
and one of the characters got exposed in a way that got me thinking.

they were on top of the world,
making money with their new company,
but had to resign after being blackmailed with a secret sex video.

not only a secret sex video,
but a secret sex video with someone underage.
the blackmailers sent the video to their email to get them in line.
so this is what has been sitting on my mind heavy.
hypothetically fonting on this fine tuesday…

nowadays,
corny for me is:

the over saturation of the self absorbed.

it’s the posing,
lightweight advertising,
but having absolutely no other redeemable traits outside of that.
worst of all:

using sex to sell an OF,
promoting private videos for sale,
and scamming…

…and got the audacity to be rude in DMS.

like,
what?
many of the vixens have a corniness to them too.

posing half naked,
showing and throwing ass,
getting pregnant,
and confused why they’re fucked and dumped for someone doing less than that.

anyone using body parts and sex can attract anyone.
none of these people are keeping em past a few months,
lucky if they go a year.
i learned very quickly after the following i find baller wolf,
russell wilson,
to be extremely sexy when many people have labeled him as “corny”…

who is the safe space for the safe space?

yesterday,
i met up with someone here for the second time.
we met during the super bowl party and she latched onto me heavy.
she seems really cool,
but i’m learning to keep my distance until i feel safe.
that’s either the cancer or the hurt i haven’t fully let go of in me.
we went to take a walk since it was nice outside,
but she had to run back to her place to get something.
when we got there,
i stayed outside and waited for her to come back out.
she told me to come in.

“are you sure?” i asked.

“yeah, come on in.” she responded.

so i did and then i saw…

there was an artist i liked and stanned for.
once i started getting my paws wet in the industry,
everyone (and i mean everyone) told me what a nasty attitude they had.
i didn’t want to believe it because their music really got me through some shit.
as the years went on,
they got exposed for treating everyone,
including staff and other people like shit when the camera was off.
where there is smoke; there is usually a 5 alarm blaze incoming.

sirjohn.
daddy and make up + skin care extraordinaire.
we will font more about him another time but lets get into his latest.
so he went on the “naked beauty planet” podcast and the topic of the barbie lady came up.
this is another person with an alleged story about the barbie lady…

there is something sexy about dominating another male in the bedroom.
there is also something sexy about the feeling of being submissive.
many males brag about dominating sexually,
but if you are good at emotional role-play,
you can have him submit to you and only you.
that is a whole other topic tho.
in sex,
i have fonted to many Foxholers that love to dominate,
especially the cocky or homophobic males.

i lovvvvvvvvvvvvvvved hearing about a past attentionisto that is so homophobic online,
and had an issue when i fonted about him on The Foxhole,
but he sure did bend over and get smutted out when his money and aura started running low.

allegedly fonting that is.
the point is not the alleged tea but:

males love to dominate other males who claim they are alpha

personally,
i think a lot of gays revel in domination because of past bullies.
in some of my fantasies,
i have topped a few of my bullies and OPPS.
i could never imagine the thought of them getting on top of me.

gays are still males at the end of the day,
so topping another male feels sexy and alpha.

i saw this post on reddit about sleeping with a past bully.

by that description,
that jackal would never touch me,
but everyone in the comments was fonting about destroying that past bully’s hole.
it was this comment that stopped me in my scroll…