“a story of low self esteem.”

that was on the first page.
i think it might have been a warning.
last week,
i decided to start reading to get my mind off “well, you know“.

the new movie “pillion” is based off a book called “box hill” by adam mars-jones.
the book follows colin who meets ray at a biker club called “box hill”.
it is based in the 70s,
but if this was current,
he would be considered an “the fantasy attentionisto” on socials.
so they meet when colin trips over ray at the club…

…and while on his knees,
he sucked ray’s dick at the club because,
well,
why not since he was already down there.

i’m not finished reading but colin annoys me because every other sentence is:

diddy got 50 months,
which equals about 4 years,
but as many of us sighed relief this shit is over:

“cassie should be in jail.”
“this is all cassie fault.”
“cassie brought the black man down.”

tbh…

ya know one thing i’ve come to realize?

98% of rich people are fuckin MISERABLE.

they got all this money,
power,
and status but miserable AF.
they don’t have to deal with the bullshit average people have to deal with,
but so many of them are missssssssssssssssssserable.
it made me have to ask myself:

“would i ever want to be rich?
because it seems once you become rich,
you got mo probelms and mo misery.”

i love drama and will sit front row with The Foxhole for it,
but all this shit happening between cardi vs nicki on the app of misery…

have you ever had to attend a meeting at work and felt like:

“i left scrolling the internet for new plates for this?
UGH!”

or…

when our bosses think we need to meet every week for 15 minutes to discuss some new tedious task they cooked up while doing their own tedious tasks.

or my fav…

booking random meetings just to put shit on their calendars because the colored blocks look pretty and make them feel busy.

i hate work meetings if you can’t tell.
people who schedule meetings to annoy are the bane of my existence.
i wonder if our military felt this way when pete hegseth called a meeting in DC for this…

didn’t cardi have videos of her fighting on youtube when she was a regula degula in the bronx?

i fully believe she has a “all my life i had to fight” spirit.
she is one of those types that can’t evolve and mature.
plus,
its part of her brand and optics.
so all this social media shit is cute…

until she is outside waiting for you to come out.

remember when those two white gays told her to pull up in new yawk and she did?
so cardi and nicki been going back and forth on x-twitter per usual.
i’m sure the government is loving this distraction.
“something something” about album sales and who is better.

ya know,
the “per usual” shit they squabble about.
ice spice (does she still rap?) posted this since she didn’t want to mind her business:

🤭

— Ice Spice (@icespicee_) September 30, 2025

…but it seems that cardi has been wanting to beat her ass.
this alleged recording…

this is why they are about to really snatch tiktok now.

so i think this person is an idiot.
razzledazzlemo on tiktok is an idiot to me.
he got a shit ton of followers on there because:

( x see it here )

he claims he has speaker of the house,
mike johnson’s,
alleged grindr profile and IP address.

sidebar: i thought mike johnson was stephen miller.
clearly,
i’ve lumped them all in the same box.

anyhoo,
this is why i think he is an idiot (and others who do this)…