growing up in the hood as a kid,
i was scared to let anyone know i liked “white music“.
when i was found out,
i was laughed at and ended up giving away my cds.
it’s wild the things many of us go through to be accepted,
all while doing what we really love secretly.
i’m looking at you DL males.
lately,
i’ve been exploring into different genres of music.
i’m way past sticking to the same hiphop and r&b shit i done heard 1,000 times.
while going down the rabbit hole,
i ended up listening to a group i never thought i would be into.
Foxhole…

so i’ve tried to get into pink friday 2 since it’s release but i don’t like it.
i know,
i’m sorry but i can’t get into it.
it’s kinda boring to me.
it wasn’t what i was expecting either.
i was expecting the same hunger as the original pink friday.
everyone wants to talk about her age at a very young 41.
beyonce is the same age as her.
like,
folks can’t go away to die because they are older.
this is when you have “no more fucks” and more experience.
it’s not about age for me tbh…

i saw that city girls came out with a new album the other day.
raw which i read allegedly meant “real ass whores”.
i can’t confirm or deny but its pretty on-brand for them.
i didn’t even need to get a review of the content to know.

“My vagina is top tier.”
“My vagina got your man.”
“My vagina gets money.”
“My vagina twerks for your man and gets his money.”

same ol; same ol in coochie music.
i guess you all had the same feelings cause…

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i’m not even gonna hold you but…

I literally listened to a Victoria Monet album for the first time last week.

 her song,
moment:

…popped up on a playlist and i “really heard it“.
sometimes,
your spirit isn’t ready yet.
i checked out her album,
jaguar,
and realized i’ve been missing out.
i only know of victoria because she bagged:

… fine-ass wolf,
john gaines jr.
she just came out with her second album,
jaguar II,
two weeks ago but fans thought she’d perform at the vmas.
mtv curved and told her…

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you’ll always remember the first time you were turned on.
when you are getting slandered like crazy by an enemy,
and as much as you are innocent,
they are more convincing to the public for whatever reason.
if it has never experienced that,
consider yourself lucky because it’s horrible.

megan thee stallion did the right thing when they all turned on her.
she surrendered and took a step back.
while they were filling in the blanks about her character,
she was healing and trying to stay in her bag.
it’s a blessing to have someone in your corner like cardi b in the industry.
she asked megan to be on her new song called “bongos“…

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blessings.
they can come at any time when we least expect them.
i think that is the beauty of life that we don’t realize.
sometimes,
God can throw us a bone or a whole carcass.
remember ( x this entry ) that i wrote?
after i wrote it,
i had felt a release and acceptance after.
when i let go of something (or someone) and move on,
magic always happens.
i got an email a week later from one of my foxholers asking…

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