Category: GIVIN’ YOU THAT REAL
we are all trying to get that old thang back

i think a lot of people lost their spark around 2020.
for me,
it started the first week of 2020.
getting let go from my last job the way i did,
along with the whole “ww3” situation…
starting over… for real this time

i took this screenshot today of my bank account today.
i paid some bills,
the person i stay with hit me with hidden surcharges (which fuckin’ annoys me tbh)…

…and i was left with 1.00.
i was annoyed at first but then i felt a wave of “fuck it“.
i didn’t font this entry for sympathy or for shock value,
but for honesty.
this is the part many people don’t show us…
ashlee jenae, the weird fiancé, and another mystery to solve

one of my wolf friends,
who happens to be white,
is fully convinced ^this vixen was allegedly murdered by her fiancé.
her white fiancé,
btw.
one thing is that every year,
we got some mysterious murder mystery to solve.
it’s like a season in a TV “whodunit” come to life.
his and hers on “netflix”
imperfect women on “apple tv”
every season of desperate housewives on “whatever streaming service”
it ends up going nowhere but the alleged villain gets so shamed,
they are never seen again.
this is NOT like the 60s,
70s,
80s,
and 90s to do crime because the rihanna’s 20s social media will shame yo ass.
anyhoo,
this alleged “maybe” murder mystery belongs to ashly robinson aka ashlee jenae.
ashlee got engaged while on a birthday trip to tanzania with joe mccann…
…but in a weird twist,
she allegedly decided to hang herself while on said vacation.
this is the part that gives me sus via “people“…
how do you find peace… when life won’t shut up?

i saw ^that online that felt like my brain on paper.
i’d like to add on:
The Foxhole.
being social.
rihanna’s social media presence.
the person i stay with.
the person i stay with.
THE PERSON I STAY WITH.
my own space.
my own space.
MY OWN SPACE.
…and i’m sure there are more in the reserves.
everything in my head is talking at once,
and it made me realize something…
it’s a “respect for me, but not for thee” type of living situation. copy.

getting on me for something and then turning around and doing the exact same thing?
that is one of my biggest pet peeves when to comes to anyone.
where i’m staying currently has been a complete mind fuck.
i had to wonder of i’m in a jordan peele or A24 production and didn’t realize it.
it’s one thing after the next,
to the point where i’ve started to wonder…
is this actually more mentally and emotionally taxing than what i left in new yawk?
the latest was what really made me back TF up…
Continue reading “it’s a “respect for me, but not for thee” type of living situation. copy.” →how fast are you back on the stroll after you bend or did the bending?

there are some attentionistos that once they get bent for gay for pay,
or they did the bended,
they enter the point of no return.
you can’t turn back once you go through that tunnel…
…but personally,
i think something shifts in males once someone goes through their tunnel.

while some get traumatized for life because they didn’t realize what cums with it,
there are many whose love the feeling of what happened to their g-spots and go nuts.
males can make some good money for a few hours of sex work.
sometimes they get flown out for a weekend,
a week,
or it’s a night at a local hotel.
a good john will advise them on how to clean themselves,
what they are paying for,
and sometimes the logistics of what’s in the NDA.
i believe if you are selling your bawdy,
you should be thinking of two things…




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