so i finally finished the harry and meghan docuserires today.
it was a lot to take in but by the end,
my perspective changed on their story.
i fux with them.
during the last episode,
there was something interesting that stuck with my spirit.
at a dinner party in 2021 for their charity “arch well“,
one of the guests asked:

“What is your word for the upcoming year?”

i thought that was interesting because…

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as a millennial,
we could not avoid ballads growing up.
omg,
remember when they would play “my heart will go on” EVERYWHERE?
everyone who could sing,
talk-sing,
or saaaaang always ended their albums with a ballad.
even madonna and britney were doing ballads.
i have a shit ton of ballads i love but my stand out favs:

i can listen to them on repeat all day.
yesterday,
i was up until 5 am and i decided to be productive.
jamari was ( x listening to this playlist ) while organizing his closet by colors,
shades,
and patterns.
as i was listening,
i had a question pop through my mind…

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the fear of rejection.

this morning at around 4 am,
while i was up due to anxiety,
i asked myself:

“Why are you scared of rejection?”

…because tbh,
the facts are,
my whole life has been constant rejection…

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plot twists in life can be really unexpected.
you can be good today,
making money,
and living your best life and all that shit comes crashing down tomorrow.
there is a twitch streamer that i watch named buddha.
his channel was what introduced me to role-playing on grand theft auto.
it’s like a live improv tv show of cops and robbers.
i’m hooked.
when i was first introduced to buddha,
his mother was slowly dying of cancer.
no sooner than a year after she passed…

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