i was fonting with that wolf i met in the group chat the other night.
he asked me:

“With everything you went through,
are you ruthless with the way you are with people?
I am.
If someone does anything to hurt me,
I go off.”

my response…

“Nope.
I learned to lead with empathy and compassion.
If someone does something to hurt me,
I stop speaking to them and move TF on.”

listen,
don’t get wrong i can be petty AF especially if i feel real upset.
i am a cancer and i can be a demon.
one thing i’ve learned dealing with many people:
they will hurt YOU and expect YOU to fix their issue with YOU.

“No,
you stupid bitch.
I’m not fixing shit especially if I did nothing wrong.” – me.

i feel sorry for all poor unfortunate souls who stopped speaking to me.
anyone who i’m not speaking to did something to me and i moved out their way.
unless i pushed into needing to check TF out of someone,
life has taught me to move forward.
not only that:

Some of these people have their own trauma and issues that require a therapist rather than having smoke with me.

so if ruthless means moving forward and protecting my peace,
along with throwing up boundaries,
then sure.
if ruthless means outing and exposing their business they shared with me so I can win a war?

Nope.

not interested.

lowkey: i will bring some hurt feelings about it to The Foxhole.
i’m human and i have feelings.
some people’s exits have been hurtful and i bitched about it but after a while,
i grieve their absence and find peace accepting its done.