one of my biggest downfalls,
as i’ve shared a couple times,
is i’ve cared too much.
it came from a place of “lack”.
i would look at others,
and then at my own life,
and see i didn’t “fit in”.
it caused me to ask myself and others countless times:

“Am I doing something wrong?”

everyone looked at me like i was living a good life.
i was too busy investing energy in randoms and strangers to see it…
Continue reading ““Loss” and “Lack” Makes You Care Too Much” →

the actress and the attentionisto.
one is being used to help calm all the backlash.
the other tries to be at every cock fight to try and make “fetch”happen.
milan is the perfect example of the gays auntie viv feels comfortable with.
am i wrong for thinking this?

yellow is such a beautiful color.
as you know,
yellow matches perfectly with brown.
allegedly,
our favorite yellow attentionisto is at it again in a new video.
one of the f-bi sent this clip and well…

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have you ever said to yourself:

“i don’t want to be gay anymore”

…and really mean it?
there is no shame in admitting it.
we are all family in here.
i’m sure i have said it a couple times.
well it’s crazy when you interact with different foxholers,
they have many interesting ideas for their gay or bi lives.
some are truly not happy and would do anything to be fully straight.
again,
there is no shame in that.
the life is not for everyone.
well i have been speaking to a foxholer who has been going to conversion therapy.
with his permission,
i asked if i could post our conversation for the foxhole.
as usual,
he will remain anonymous.
i have a feeling some may relate to this conversation…

Continue reading “In Therapy To Remove That Little Bit of Gay To Be 100% Straight” →

this maybe for “vixens only”,
but whenever big money is involved,
it may just change.
so ^that could be idris elba getting ready for a date with you.
no,
it is definitely not a joke.
idris is auctioning himself off as a “date” for valentine’s day.
no,
it’s still not a joke.
check out the ad for this date…
Continue reading “You Can Have Idris Elba Without Sliding In His DMs” →

do you see what i see?

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his shower curtain is fly!