homophobia has always been so interesting to me.
i always wondered why people are homophobic?
like whats the story?
everyone has a reason why they don’t like something.
hell vixens can be homophobic towards gay men.
you’ll be surprised who has the most to say during an episode of “empire”.
well i use to be homophobic.
it started when i was a teenager…
my parents use to talk about gays real heavy growing up.
the obvious ones.
on the street
it didn’t even matter.
they looked at gays like pure filth.
it scared me.
the word “faggot” was always thrown around.
don’t ever let us find out you are.
that you even think it…”
words from my mother.
meanwhile i was.
well i was confused.
the only thing in my mind once i caught myself looking at a wolf:
my parents will hate me if they found out
see in my family,
it wasn’t really tolerated.
i had a female cousin who is/was bi.
well she was a “dick-a-dyke”.
she is happily married now.
well her “life choice” created fireworks.
it made me feel like i needed to always keep my “feelings” in check.
so i tried to suppress my desires as much as i could.
it wasn’t easy.
school was tough.
gym was torture.
even though i was desiring to get dick,
i would join in when the straights were talking about the obvious gays.
it was wrong,
but it was how i was “taught”.
i’m more “don’t give a fuck“ since my parents are dead now.
others aren’t so lucky.
they didn’t have parents die and have to raise themselves.
you get a whole new set of balls when you pay your own rent.
i don’t have anyone to answer to.
i get it tho.
its not easy to “accept” all this.
this is what keeps people deep inside their closets.
i always thought anyone who is homophobic is hiding something.
i could be wrong,
but the biggest homophobes are usually the biggest homos.
they are basically fighting against what they don’t want to accept.
some are even fuckin’ the same sex,
but still acting like they don’t understand it.
that’s the part that confuses me.
if you are fuckin’ with the same sex,
why even broadcast your hate?
once you get caught up,
it makes you look like a fuckin’ idiot.
so when i hear about straight wolves,
like suraqah and george hill being homophobic,
i have to wonder…
What secrets are they hiding?
Or are they just ignorant and need guidance?
see thats where i’m getting at.
can someone who is homophobic simply just be ignorant?
is there usually a “story” behind the hate?
resenting family member who is gay
…or simply just not knowing.
that’s what creates ignorance.
when you don’t know shit,
but you just need a couple doors opened.
we are all ignorant to a ton of shit,
but it isn’t until we get our “wake up call” that we get it together.
so what does it take for a homophobe to wake up?
meeting a new friend?
meeting a new lover?
or as the times change,
so does their mind?
i also feel like homophobes have this outlook of gays that is warped.
some zangief from street fight lookalike,
in all leather,
that will anally rape them in an alley
a sissy who is overly feminine and makes them uncomfortable
what they don’t know is that’s far from the truth.
i am gay,
but i personally don’t feel comfortable around queens.
its not that i’m repressing my femininity.
the reason is simple:
…and most of the queens,
masculine or feminine,
that i have encountered have all been messy ass bitches.
so because of that,
i tend to stay away from most gay events.
that could also be the homophobe way of thinking.
i have the experience for my assumptions tho.
homophobes are full of inexperience with theirs.
i don’t know.
can’t tell you.
its always been interesting to me tho.
it was meeting star fox that killed my homophobia.
maybe they need someone like us to kill theirs?