i could just die tonight.
simply drop dead and die.
i’m being dramatic as fuck,
but i’m really in my feelings right now…
so tonight i was supposed to go to an event michael strahan is hosting.
he was debuting his new fashion line to special guests.
one of my favorite home-vixens,
who is in the industry like myself,
invited me to go with her.
i’m trying to start to do more industry events this fall/winter.
i’m ready to get back into the forests of industry outings.
lets rewind a little…
i was taking these
muthafuckas pills here:
nature’s made “hair skin & nails”.
i was also taking a gnc “mega men” multi vitamin was well.
i stopped taking fish oil to try the nature made.
well i noticed my body started going crazy.
i felt “off”.
the crazy part is that i started to break out with painful cyst acne.
it was in the worst place ever:
a) i haven’t had a dick in or around my mouth in a while
b) my physical std results came back negative
my whole face hurt because they were so painful.
i tried damn near every face wash to get rid of them.
i started to research online because i couldn’t figure out wtf…
now before this,
my face was super clear.
i found out through sniffing around,
and talking to one of my people,
that the biotin in the pills was probably too much.
it causes painful cyst acne around the mouth and chin.
so i threw the pills away asap.
that was like 2 weeks ago.
as soon as i stopped,
the bumps started going down.
the only issue is they always have noticeable pus in them.
well fast forward today…
why did my entire mouth break out in cold sores today?
like it looks horrible.
they also hurt when i try to move my mouth.
you know it looks bad when honest folks gotta tell you.
so here i was,
dressed real fly,
and i had to cancel on something i was really looking forward to.
i wanted to write about it,
as well as try to slip michael my number.
for “business” purposes.
i’m not going to network with industry people with my mouth looking crazy.
i ran out my job to go get carmex.
i don’t know if thats gonna work tho.
i look like i’m having a bad herpes outbreak.
i’m so embarrassed.
i don’t know what i did to deserve this.