you are a ___________. pick a profession that involves you being in the public eye or you have great recognition in your career.
either way, you aren’t out of the closet because of this field.
your close people you trust know about you,
but your family and co-workers don’t. you want to keep your profession and dating life separate.
you have been dating him:
for a year.
he is an aspiring model/actor,
but he works as your accountant/manager. he went to school for it. it was serious.
well you found out…
i invite you to an industry event one night. now this isn’t the typical kind of function with hiphop wannabes. this is a mixed crowd.
one with different kind of foxhole members.
you meet this guy:
he is feelin you. you are feelin him.
numbers are exchanged. good work.
weeks go by and you guys still talk.
he lives here:
he lets you drive his:
on the downside,
he likes a little of this:
…every once in a blue moon. he isn’t hooked. it’s a party drug.
he has a lot of money and connections.
he knows your birthday is coming up. next week actually.
he wants to do something different for you.
he can buy you a crib, cars, and clothes whenever you want.
he says he will…
this one is a doozy.
so you been dating a baller wolf on the low. ya’ll been together for a good year.
this is him:
everything is cool. he has no kids. discreet, but comfortable. the money is good. never cheated.
life is peachy keen.
he is someone you take very serious because he is your first.
he was having a great seasonuntil…
you attend one of your closest boy’s house parties one night. it was one of his intimate “meet n greet” gatherings.
well this dude:
…was all up in your grill piece the whole night. he impressed you.
you exchange numbers with him and ya’ll talk pretty much every night.
as you talk,
you find out he has no job,
is in school with good grades,
has a beautiful daughter but isn’t with the baby mama,
and has a nice ass crib in one of the nicest parts of the city.
he picks you up one night in this:
ya’ll go out and have a good night. pays for every fuckin’ thing.
when he drops you off,
he parks the car and you ask him what he really does for a living. well…