i had a issue today with my site that had me so vex.
its funny but i never knew how raunchy my site is until i had to call a company about it.
the wolf helping me on the phone didn’t judge me based on my content.
he was actually really nice and we talked for a while about site issues and various things to improve it.
he also told me my site was ranked very high online.
to hear a stranger speak highly of me and my work means a lot to me.
especially one who is straight and could have been an asshole.
shiiiit i put blood sweat and tears into what i’m passionate about.
i had to go back in time to my early entries to fix the issue
and i saw this old chat convo i had with a past wolf i use to “talk” too.
he also was in a relationship too so we didn’t fuck.
thats a whole nother story.
he was the one who looks wise reminded me heavy of ( x this baller wolf ).
it brought back so much memories i had to rewind it…
This is for ROCK.
One of my many active and favorite commentators on Inside Jamari Fox.
I saw a comment from him today that cheered me up since I too was also in a “sigh” mood.
I never knew how many people I inspire with these words of mine on a daily basis.
This particular blog inspired so many messages and emails.
I know when I wrote it,
I was in a “FUCK YOU/I’M DOIN ME” place.
I was fed up and just tired of feeling like I was the only one dealing and struggling.
A Fox was tired of all the “no’s” and welcomed the “YES” thru positive thinking. So my Foxes in the struggle, this reWIND is just for you…