i’m giving up.
i think God is behind it tbh.
it has been a long run but i’m tired and im gonna surrender.
honestly,
i think i found something better…

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i had an interesting discussion with fancy about manifestation.
while we were having the conversation over the weekend,
i had an “a-ha” moment.
she was saying that in manifestation,
you shouldn’t try to manifest someone in particular.
like,
your ex or some male you desire on ig.

“If you manifest a specific person,
they might be the worst thing to enter into your life…”

i always see spiritual twitter saying this but then i responded:

“Well,
I don’t think thats always true because…

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2/22/222.
this will be the last time we see this date in our lives.
everyone is chanting,
calling their ancestors,
and doing rain dances for everything they want.
me?

I’m on chill mode.
Kinda whatever today.
I want some things,
def money to come in,
and a reconnection with my first wolf,
but I don’t have the urge to go OD about them.

what i’ve learned with loa and manifestation…

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i love the law of attraction.
from very young,
when i would think of something i wanted,
it would somehow appear to me really quickly.
in the teachings of the law of attraction,
you have to act like you already have it.
“fake it til you make it”.
i would apply that same method when i met someone i was interested in.
they would have to show signs they were interested in me also.
i would consciously imagine we were already together in being an optimist.
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^that was a whatsapp from a friend of mine.
she needed to get a crib by the end of the month.
during these last few weeks,
everywhere she looked…

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if i can work on my mind,
i think i can get anything i want.
i know you’re like:

“wtf?”

…but it’s true.
my insecurities fuck my head up.
this is why i can’t meditate correctly.
i might just be doing it wrong.
i want everything to get in sync,
but i’m having a hard time.
so…
help?…
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