yesterday i was in sort of a funk.
i pretty much slept my brains out.
i needed a break after the week,
hell summer,
i’ve had.
at about 2am,
i watched a movie on netflix last night i’ve been wanting to watch.
it was called “if i stay”.
the previews made the plot look interesting.
i won’t give too much away,
but basically…
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“how does an emotional fox take the emotions of out something?”

that has been my thought process as yesterday.
i looked in the mirror and realized i’m so far off the beaten path,
i am somewhere in a darker forest than i originally thought.
that is what made me start looking again…
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i was so tired earlier.
i fell asleep and woke up like it was a week day.

“FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”

…and then i looked at my phone.
before i fell asleep tho,
i was thinking about this whole “work work” saga.
when i awoke,
i read the latest comments.
i have some “2am” thoughts…
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i heard ^that quote the other day while watching “girlfriends” at work.
i was bored and finished all my work…
it was the only series in full on youtube…
#dontjudgeme
anyway the quote inspired me to write this…
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sadness.
insecurity.
over-thinking.
fear.
it all concocts the recipe of “fuck shit” in our lives.
you try to achieve your goals,
but one (if not all of those things) put a full stop to it.
its like a swipe password pattern almost.

you don’t feel happy.
swipe left and it leads to seeing the insecurities in your life.
swipe up and it makes you question everything you do.
when you swipe down,
it makes you want to stay stagnant,
because well,
you don’t feel good enough.

its all the plot to keep you where you are.
bad enough,
social media and these lying ass hoes don’t make it any better.
i couldn’t stop but wonder…

How do you put an end to mental and emotional “fuck shit”?…
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people have this huge misconception you cannot be sad.
you cannot have feelings.
even as a man.
you always have to “happy go lucky” every day.
ignoring everything that is eating you up inside.
i think this is where celebs go wrong.
they try to put on this front everything is “okay” in their world.
that material things and selfies means life is peachy keen.
it causes us,
the people in the audience,
to feel we need to be the same way.
that if we aren’t smiling 24/7,
or acting like life is completely perfect,
that something is wrong with us.
i have to say…
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