So some shit happened…

as you know,
i have no problem being transparent with the Foxhole.
for those who have been following since the beginning,
you know i have shared my own shit with ya’ll.
you guys have shared so many personal things with me.

I’m grateful that ya’ll have allowed me to be ugly and admit some of my dumbest shit.

the following happened yesterday and tbh,
it really fucked up my plans to spend some time within The Foxhole.
the following is gonna be TMI and it might be gross to some…

i don’t understand why the new batch of rappers want to look ugly.
nle choppa can’t be the only one who looks cute.

because the rapping wolves are looking the way they are,
it seems to be translating to the real forests.
i wanna tell some males:

“A haircut and a shower would do wonders for you.”

i’m still annoyed at drake’s hair and how he is dressing nowadays.
ugh.
lil nas x finally got the message and wants to switch it up…

i saw “act ii: cowboy carter” leaked yesterday and i told myself:

“DON’T JAMARI!
CHILL!”

i was laying in bed,
while recovering from bad allergies when i saw it all over twitter.
i am proud of myself for waiting until the actual release to listen.
so my thoughts…

I think I have high expectations of lust when I see a fantasy in Attentionisto form.

we see face cards,
bawdies,
and soft porn in the form of putting on gym clothes.
we just KNOW that if that stroke resume ever leaks…

They gonna bring the heat.

…and many times,
we end up underwhelmed.
is it because we expect to see the same kind of passion in bed as in the gym?
is it because we expect it to be as good as they look?
a Foxholer sent me a stroke resume from an alleged Foxhole Fav.

so my biggest questions are…

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some people love to promote they turn to sex work because its “empowering“.
the reality for many others is:

They heard its a quick way to make money but they get way over their heads and drown by the pressure of their internal conflicts.

OF sex working wolf,
mr exotic,
decided to pour his heart out on twitter.
i refuse to call that x btw.
while all the gays in his comments have their kneepads on with open mouths of comfort,
this is what i observed about the video…

“A Lannister always pays it’s debts.” – the Lannister motto,
Game of Thrones

that is one of my favorite quotes from “game of thrones“.
that show was brilliant and showed the true dynamics of characteristics within people.
i took that quote as whatever debts we create in life,
we always have to pay in some way.
good or bad.

There comes a point we can’t outsmart or pay off our fates.

all eyes were tuned into diddy yesterday,
we all watched as his homes got raided and his kids were put in handcuffs.

and as much as i want to feel sorry for one of our black legends in entertainment…