first off,
i want to remember saiveon hopkins aka jay hefner.
Lord ham mercy,
we lost a fine one,
didn’t we?
he seemed like he was a good person.

…and Lord knows that stroke resume was legendary.
i don’t think i have seen a wolf with that kind of stroke since.

Sidebar: do ya’ll still watch his scenes?
I don’t.
It feels weird to do that tbh.

well,
did you know there was the christina aguilera to the britney?

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I had to ask myself this weekend if I’m a fake azz fuckin’ bitch.

there are some people who have blamed me for things but little did they know:

They did something to me but instead of addressing it,
I kept my mouth shut to “keep the peace”.

i learned “keeping the peace” as a survival mechanism.
i peeped how they moved and i learned to adjust accordingly.
some people i distanced myself from; others i learned i can’t tell them certain things.
honestly:

That is how I lost my last job.

my last boss threw me under the bus for something i didn’t do,
so i bowled their ass under there for the same thing they did to me.
the look of shock on their face in-front of their boss brought me so much joy tbh.
i was sick of her shit.

But in all of my disappointment with other people,
I never did what Doja Cat did when she met one of her fans.

this right here…

take from me,
it can be challenging to run a website.

For me,
I’ve been dealing with so much shit in real life for the last two years.
I been pushed and pulled in so many directions,
suffered from serious burnout,
and was on legit auto pilot trying to get it together.
Its just me having to deal with all of it.

i haven’t done it all right because when i’m burnout i wanna be left alone,
but i’m lucky to have amazing and top tier friends/supporters who give me grace.

the stress can be heavy and realistically,
selfish people just won’t get it.
aah,
it’s similar to:

Working at a job and needing a vacation but using up your sick days because you need time off.
When you use up all your sick days and have no vacation days,
it can feel like a prison you start rebelling from.

or:

Everyone asking you when you’re gonna have kids and you’re trying to keep your checking account from going overdraft.

so i understand the owner of myvidster but at the same time,
i don’t understand what is happening.
sometimes,
i check to see if myvidster and i see:

“Power Meow activating”

what THEEEE FUCK does that even mean.
i go on there again and i see this:

people fake it until they make it all the time.
that is what i was told about corporate america.

“Play the game to win!”

…while i watched all of those people who played get fired or laid off.
all that kissing ass,
throwing employees under the bus,
and suckin’ dick after hours for nothing.
how embarrassing!

when i heard the minnesota assassin hyena,
vance luther boelter,
worked for tim walz,
i cringed at the connection because i just knew.
they all started fonting he was a “dem gone rogue“.
i had a feeling that was all bs as we live in the timeline of:

“Fiction before facts”

the sky is actually purple,
pigs can fly,
and j.lo is a classically trained sanger.
in reality…

i miss the days when vixens understood their pussy has power.
even tho i have a powerful Foxhole,
one of my fav “pussy power” lyrics as a young black gay millennial:

“If you ain’t lickin’ this,
you ain’t stickin’ this and I got witnesses.
Ask any pineapple I been wit.
They ain’t hit shit til they stuck their tongue in this.”

that shit felt empowering and it was also matching male’s energy.
i remember my straight wolf friends were on some:

“I AIN’T EVER EATIN NO PUSSY BUT YOU GOTTA SUCK MY DICK”

…but then i found out they were all eating pussy secretly.
the tone and vibe in the 90s were vixens taking their pussy back.
madonna
janet
kim
foxy
they were letting males know their pleasure and coins comes first.
in a 2025 forest where red pill males are showing they hate pussy,
and steadily cheering on the rights to their pussies being taken away,
i feel like we need pussy power music more than ever.
i’m a casual sabrina carpenter listener.
i LOVE “expresso“,
which is a love spell if you really listen to it,
and “please please please“,
but i STANNED this song from her last album before “short n sweet”.

i had this shit on repeat for days.
when sabrina carpenter showed her album cover for “man’s best friend“,
i wanted her to literally stand TF up because…

king nate.
ya’ll know i luv me some king nate content.
he is probably top 5 in straight wolves on my roster.
from my pov:

He is one of the straights that delivers.

i haven’t heard anything about him being an asshole or a scammer.
the F-BI has been telling me he hasn’t been the same tho.
i check in once and a horny moon but not as i use to.
tbh:

He hasn’t since he came back like the prodigal sex worker.

even though i fux heavy with the pretty penis,
until he annoys me by doing/saying/fonting something stupid…