i used to think having a platform was just about sharing your voice,
building a little digital tribe,
and maybe posting a few thirst traps to ride some dick.
here’s what no one really tells or fonts you:
once you start getting noticed,
you also become something else.

A moving target.

people love the fairy tale parts of being a public figure.
the engagement,
the admiration,
and the “omg i love your content!” comments.
there’s a shadow side that doesn’t get posted on the highlight reel.
let’s font what i’ve learned about it…

because whew...

when i heard about her unaliving,
and why it was done,
all i could do was shake my head.
we live in a time where bullies are allowed to run wild for entertainment,
just to torment those who are minding their business.
mikayla raines,
the owner of “saveafox“:

ran a non-profit to save foxes took her own life yesterday.
the reasoning was due to mental health issues she spoke about…

*ALSO PLEASE EXCUSE THAT THUMBNAIL.
The videos are of Mikayla speaking about her torment.

but according to those familiar…

one of my biggest fears is to live through another 9/11 type of situation.
every time i see a plane flying in the sky,
i have this fear i’m going to see something terrifying.
the original broke us and changed the way we live forever.
i was watching a doc on OJ where it said back in 94 after the murders,
he legit got on a plane with no issues like what we deal with today.
if we had another 9/11 but in this century,
the sequel tho…

over the weekend,
i was hanging out with my wolf friend and he said:

“Damn,
that vixen you don’t fuck with anymore mother passed away.”

we are mutuals with this particular vixen.
his response to my response was the legit surprised pikachu face…

so remember ( x this entry ) about the yapper?t
the diddy freakoff-er who allegedly saw eddie murphy and johnny gill kissing.
well ^that was johnny response.
usually,
we see males ignoring the allegations but as we can see:

Johnny went TF OFF.

…and i’ll allow it.
is it wrong for him to defend himself?
nope.
some of us would do the same someone tried to call us out unprovoked.
its interesting because this weekend,
i saw discussions of an attentionisto with new gay rumors starting to bloom…

when money is not a worry anymore,
and we can buy and do whatever we want,
that is when the boredom hits.

This is why in movies,
we always see the point when the newly rich character starts doing the most.
Scarface,
anyone?

this is why addictions become the norm to the rich and the wealthy.
it’s the thrill of the chase that makes us do dumb shit.
for a majority of males,
horniness is always the thing that brings us down.
in more ways than one.

How many times have I fonted to The Foxhole not to bring un-familar dick into your home with your nice ass shit?

for rich males who get caught up in the thrill of the chase,
why pay for easy sex when they can use their money to make someone submit?
when i read the affidavit of tyler perry’s alleged sexual assault lawsuit for 260 million…