i gotta go

Have you ever felt like being in a group made you feel even lonelier?

sometimes,
when youโ€™re trying so hard to belong,
the only real option is to step away.

i did just that todayโ€ฆ

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HOW TO MAKE EXCITING GROUP CONTENT ON THE D TRAIN!

The following is Reading-MA
Adult content, Sexual situations, Nudity

here i am,
trying to decide if i wanna take the train to go see “scream“.
amc lincoln center 13 is my go-to movie theater,
but the mta is a risk and a half these days.
( x see one of the risks )
here i am,
overly concerned,
but ya’ll out here doing this

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ya’ll didn’t make me feel like i belonged

i don’t think you all know what a friend is.
my idea of friendship might be completely different to yours.
all this time i made excuses,
but i’ve realized ya’ll don’t make me feel included.
do you know how insulting it was…

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slide right to delete this group

i left.
this morning,
i hit “leave group” and didn’t look back.
folks was starting to move funny.
i’m not one to turn the blind eye because i’m “lonely”.
i get tf on.
people don’t truly know group etiquette anyway…

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gaslit

we don’t ever graduate from high school.
these days,
social media has made sure of that.
you clearly see who are popular and who are outcasts.
as usual,
there is always that underdog that rises up to put paws on necks.
they end up being “the fav“,
and for some,
also start morphing into those who they had issues with.

What happens when folks bring that favoritism shit into your circle?

yeah,
this is going somewhere

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Are We About To Be Turned Out By The “BTS” Hype?

so like i fonted in the “bbmas” entry,
i never heard of “bts” before.
my mentions got “bloweded” up *kandi voice* from their stans.
they were all pretty nice unlike some of the other stan bases..
one of my co workers is a big “bts” stan.
she showed me various fan cams from their performance at the show.
listen to their stans as they performed
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