ya know,
when i posts males on this site,
i honestly don’t give a damn that they’re straight.
i’m not exactly posting them for their sexuality.
i post all kind of males because i’m attracted to the attractive.
instagram has become the new “playgirl” magazine.
free pictures and videos without a monthly surcharge.
straight or gay,
most of these males are just good enough to look at,
because let’s face it…

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i kinda see why most of us take our chances with the “curious straights”.
it isn’t the politically correct thing to do,
but there are many of us who just don’t do the gay chat sites.
entries like the last one keep a foxholer on guard nowadays.
i miss when things were just starting…

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FOXMAIL

Hey Jamari, 

Let me first start off by saying I am a fan of you, your work and just overall everything you stand for. I was hoping you could give a little insight on something. My dream is to be an actor, I love the craft I live for it; it’s one of the few things in my life that feeds my soul. I’m openly gay but discreet. And as a young gay BLACK man I have 3 strikes against me. 

1. Black
2. Male
3. Gay 

I know that it’s 2018 and it seems like everyone is getting their life these days but in the same breath there’s still a stigma on us. We can’t be considered “masculine” or we can’t play the lead bc with ppl knowing that I’m gay I won’t be taken seriously. I want to strike it big but I’m.. I guess you can say stuck on the F.E.A.R. complex

Fuck.
Everything.
And.
Run.

Mostly because I’m fearful of being typecast or shunned bc of my sexuality and as much as it pains me to admit it but I’ve been on the Grimmr (yes, I call Grindr the Grimmr bc let’s just be honest that thang is GRIMEY!! lol) yes I’ve sext’d and feel that if I do become a star someone will “expose” me.   Now don’t get me wrong FAME is definitely NOT the goal, I would still act if even if it were in dinner theatre (God forbid) but how can I get over my FEAR complex and finally LIVE and not just exist? 

Much Love & Light

MY ANSWER…

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i’ve grown to become cautious with other males.
dating,
friendship,
and family.
i’m always waiting for the other shoe to drop.
i’ve woken up and realized most of them just ain’t ever gonna be shit.
there is a tweet that is creating a lot of conversation today.
this is it…

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everyone meet a demon.
yes.
this is a full fledged demon of a father.
they say 50% of the population are hyenas and jackals.
i’m bumping it up to 75%.
the following story is pretty sick.
some fathers don’t want their male cubs to be gay,
so ^that demon allegedly had his 11 year old autistic son be raped.
a vix-bi sent me this sick story via “al.com”…

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there is a scene in last week’s episode of “acs: versace” that rattled me.
it was this rich older snow wolf who hit on a young “straight” wolf at a gay bar.
the “straight” wolf said he wasn’t gay,
only liked the drinks gays bought him,
but went home with the rich older snow wolf.
by one slight touch,
the rich older snow wolf was bludgeoned to death.
when you have self hatred for who you are,
you’re bound to kill anyone that triggers that side.
this is what’s the alleged story of the late baller jackal,
aaron hernandez.
“oxygen” has an explosive 2 part documentary called “aaron hernandez uncovered”,
which is allegedly exposing aaron’s dl ways.
a foxholer sent me this from “ny daily news”…

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